wEnt tO sUbordiNatE cOuRt..

late for ap chem prac todae.. hahax.. i wake up late then rush out frm hse.. then when waiting for cab to take to tanah merah.. i realise i forget to bring my fone out.. i faster run home to get it lorz.. i cant live without my handphone lorz.. then aft lesson at 1.. mi,shuting and johnson went to sport club to slack till 2.. then we went to dover mrt station to meet our gems class frenz n tutor.. we going to subordinate court.. hahax.. we go there explore and go there listen to how it is like inside the court lorz.. then we waited very long lorz.. mi n johnson slp.. hahax.. then the court we went in is juz to listen to the judge onli.. ok lahz.. i think is a nice experience lorz..
we rush back to sch for farewell event meeting.. mr ho hold the meeting lahz.. then the meeting last for quite awhile lahz.. then aft that we go for campfire song singing session.. then ok lahz.. did manage to get abit high lahz.. but then at 7 like tt all go off liao.. hmm.. that tze hao horz.. realli like johnson lim[sec sch fren] lehz.. i see him hor like got alot of things to tell him.. but then too bad.. he is not johnson[my didi in sec sch].. i always tell johnson my problems de.. so when i see tze hao rite.. got the feeling inside mi lorz.. wanna tell him everything lahz.. tze hao is realli a nice frenz.. shuting oso sae he is johnson lim look alike.. =x hahax.. he also like my laopa[kiap] cannot stand still de.. muz keep moving de lorz.. dun understand why sia..
juz chat wif ronnie tan.. haiz.. tell him my love problem.. we long time nv chat liao.. then ask mi update him.. hahax.. i realise something.. i become weaker le.. ronnie sae the yenwei that he noe is very jian qiang[strong] wan.. but compared to sec sch.. now i will cry easily.. rather lorz.. my emotion is controlling mi lorz.. but i think now better le.. i did manage to hold my tears for 1 wk le.. let see how well my eyes are to hold my tears.. hahax.. i wanna get back to independent life lorz.. i wan to be the last time mi.. the very strong inside n outside de.. i dun wanna be strong outside but weak inside.. =(
i like tis quote : "Two people can just be friends, but at one point or another, one of them will fall for the other. Maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe forever!" tis do describe my feeling now.. i dunno lahz.. i do hope that i can hide my feeling for you lorz.. i do hope that you dunno i like you.. so that we can be good frenz.. but i oso noe.. if you happen to noe that i like you.. you will start to avoid mi.. n i will oso lose a fren.. which i dun wan to.. i noe i cant afford to lose you.. may now onli.. or maybe forever.. i dunno.. so juz stick with wat we are now even tot we dun tok much already...