i'm nOt iMpOrTaNt aFteR aLL.....

i dunno y suddenly i will think like tt la.. starting my mood not tt bad de.. but then i think and think then now become no mood.. suddenly i realise that to u ppl.. i no important.. onli when ur need me to help ur do stuff or pass msg then will find mi.. but then when everything is ok le.. no1 ask abt mi.. u ppl onli care abt urself.. y m i doing things to help ur to make ur happie but now end up i sad.. i realli realli very sad lorz.. feel like crying.. can feel the heart aching.. i dunno is i think too much or wat la.. but then now to ur is that ur onli care abt urself la.. need mi then find mi.. now thing settle le then ur all decide wat to do n stuff onli i alone.. and ur nv ask mi anything.. mayb is my problem.. i dun haf ani close frenz like ur did.. ur think for urself & ur close frenz.. mayb is becoz we are of 2 diff thinking and stuff ba... i dunno la.. i onli now that i will isolate myself le.. juz like wat i do last time.. coz to ur i'm not impt anymore.. ur all onli concern for urself.. thinking of tt realli make mi think should i be suffering all tis when none of ur noe.. nvm.. forget it le.. juz leave mi alone ba.. my mood and thinking is realli affected le.. mayb is bcoz i like to think alot or i too pessimistic ba.. i duno la.. i dun wanna think le.. so juz leave mi alone.. i shall nv put my heart and soul into it.. i wanna be alone.. i dun wanna go for tt thing le..
anyway sae alven and yongzheng todae for games tour briefing.. haha.. alven kena frm mi.. =x opps.. but then i onli pinch him once horz.. then that yz heng.. he faster go walk.. haha... aiya.. dunno la.. mood no gd todae.. i think might not be gd for the time being le.. so better dun make mi angry.. or do things tt make mi sad or wat.. i realli will cry de.. i already wanted to cry juz now when walking home le.. but then i juz try to tahan.. nvm.. i dun wanna tok le.. if nt i will think more n more...
NITEZ....