a vErY d|FFeReNt wEeKeNd...

now is 7am in the morning la.. suppose to be on my way out for my attachment le la.. but then i think i haf to blog b4 i go out.. coz alot of stuff in my mind now.. if i dun sae out.. i feel very xing ku.. ok..
tis wkend haf been a very diff wkend ba.. my life might be changing as those 2 days is realli very different lorz.. eh.. i dunno la.. i juz feel very happie la.. it haf been long ever since i feel that i'm very xing fu la.. =) heez.. but then i dun wanna lost tis feeling la.. abit scare.. haha.. wat i'm saying now not every1 can understand la.. onli some la.. coz the qn is alwayz on my mind now.. i dunno tis wk how i'm going to survive frm thinking and thinking la... =x haha.. nvm.. hmm.. mayb it is time for me to walk out frm my past le la.. even not bocz of him.. for my own gd.. i should be walking out frm it le.. i cant let it affect mi for the rest of my life.. even it is yin ying.. i still haf to overcome it.. i noe i can de.. is juz whether how hard i try and how much i realli wanna get out of it.. ok la.. enuff of it le.. aniwae for the wkend.. sp organise a carnival for sec sch nball.. eh.. is part of the games tour fund-raising la.. hmm.. counted as successful even though there is some problem here and there but we still manage to let it go smoothly ba.. aniwae.. gers ur realli did well la.. haha.. tis is our 1st and ever SP netball carnival.. haha.. can let us bond oso.. k le.. i haf to go work liao.. if nt i'll be late le.. tis is the 2nd wk.. i still muz jiayou.. ppl jiayou oso.. 1 wk is over le.. we can do it le.. =)