sAd...!!!

feel very sad.. juz a moment ago.. i'm ok.. but now.. my heart is aching.. it's hurting.. zhen de zhen de hao xin tong hao shang xin.. sometime is onli when u are mood swing then u will sae out wat is realli in ur mind de.. dun take mood swing as an excuse coz i feel that that is wat u feel alwayz but u nv tell mi.. but when i see it.. it realli hurts mi.. even if it is written when u r having mood swing.. is i nt gd enought ba.. coz i let u haf that kind of feeling.. mayb i realli nt as gd as wat u think i m ba.. i wun support u or i realli dun care abt u ba.. let u haf tis kind of feeling.. that mean i realli did something wrong or is bcoz i did nth... i'm sorrie.. haiz.. ke neng wo zhen de bu gou hao ba.. dui bu qi.. rang ni shi wang le..

yesterdae nv went for training.. coz nt feeling well.. morning that time still ok de.. is onli during prac that time start to feel stomach pain.. then went toilet.. then tot is juz normal tummy ache.. but then is nt.. is diarrohea.. went to toilet 4 times that dae.. went to see doc aft my prac.. then he onli gif mi diarrohea n stomach pain de medicine.. but nv tell mi wat wrong wif mi.. then aft that faster rush back to sch.. coz 3pm i got role play.. ya.. stupid jahan.. tell mi there is a clinic nearby to SP.. i walk for 35-40 min like tt to find a clinic.. wanna die le sia.. luckily i manage to get to see the doc.. if nt dun think yesterdae i can make it le.. still feeling slight pain now la.. but then is better le.. no more diarrohea liao.. hope tml will be better.. no more pain.. =) but now is heart pain.. haiz.. nvm.. very late le.. go slp liao.. dun think le.. everything leave it to tml then think ba.. nitez..