gO oR dUn gO..? hMmM.....

now at sch lib rotting.. rot frm 1pm till now.. starting wanna rot coz in the evening got llab10 de training.. but then vincent juz msg to sae that training is cancelled due to poor turnout... haiz... sian.. waste my time... but then i dun feel like going home lehz... firstly is bcoz i already told my mother that i will nt be having dinner at home... secondly is i noe wat she is going to cook todae then i dun like... that y i dun wanna go home n eat... but then dear dear seem to be unhappy tt i nt going home to rest... dear.. i noe u wan mi to go home is for my own good... but then i dun feel like going home... i noe u wanna sae i very stubborn again... dun wanna listen to u.. i'm sorry... i juz dun like the feeling of going home.. sometime i feel that staying in sch might be better i hope u understand... i dun like to go home n face my mother n listen to her nag n nag... i noe u wan mi to go home n rest... i promise tonite i will rest early de...

btw.. todae is qinzhen birthdae... todae cls ppl going to celebrate for him coz todae is the 1st day of the interaction camp... then i think seniors they all will be coming down ba... i dunno tml should i go for the interaction camp.. go there oso dunno do wat.. juz ji xiao them onli... then for nite walk juz try to scare the camper oso.. but i dunno should go anot... there are reasons for mi to go n there are reasons for mi not to go... now i very confused... dunno should i go or should i not go... haiz.... muz think again... this kind of thing very difficult to come out wif a perfect solution de lehz...
tis is juz the 1st wk of sch then muz think liao... i very slack for tis wk.. =x but then cannot slack for long le... tis is my last sem in in poly life le... i muz put in more effort in my studies le... juz hope that i can get into uni can le.. ntu or nus oso can.. as long as i no need to start working can le... i dun mind studying... actually i enjoy studying but then is onli the exam part n the fyp part that i dun like... hmm... juz pray that i can get to uni n get into some science course... so muz jiayou for tis sem le.. dun wanna get animore C or D grade... onli can get A or B for tis sem although is abit difficult but still muz try la.. muz pull up my gpa...

my POL-ITE games starting on the 2nd wk of oct... juz hope that we can get into top 3... that is our target... training court work more often now then realli hope that our team can win... hope that everyone work hard for tis competition.. tis might b my last competition coz if sp nv get top 3... we will nt be taking part in the ivp games.... so everyone jiayou ba.. all the best to other sports team oso... dear dear u muz jiayou for ya competition next wk k.. all the best to u.. muz play a gd game k... hope that u are alwayz in ur top form n realli be "tian xia wu di" =x haha... ok la.. dunno wat else to type le... continue other days...