Haiz

i'm realli realli very sad
feel like crying but i noe i cannot cry
holding back all my tears
i guess i alwayz did the wrong things
always say the wrong words

haiz

total disappointment in myself
cant bring myself to laugh or smile
it dun come from the bottom of my heart
it is juz a mask to wear so people will not be affected by me

haiz

how long more can i tahan
i realli dunno
since i'm in wrong i should go thru' this
is i wrong nobody else at fault
keeping things inside realli can make ones sick
i dunno how true it is
let see how long can i go

depression is common in australia but why
life is so relaxing here
salary is high
lifestyle and working style is relax
why depression
m i going to get tis soon
maybe maybe not
life isn't as good as others thought
problems n problems

i'm tired le
how more longer can i hang on to all this things which i feel so important to me
i realli dunno
the strength pushing me suddenly disappear
where has it gone
i dunno
haiz
where has you gone
i dunno
how you feeling now
i dunno
are you angry in me
i guess so
are u disappointed in me
i guess definitely u r
but wat can i do for you
Nothing
haiz...