PATHETIC ? ? ?

...The 14th day without dear dear by my side...
没有你在身边的第 14 天


every night when come to this time.. my heart will start to feel weird weird de.. feel very lonely.. feel very empty.. i dunno how to describe this feeling but it doesn't feel good at all.. i reali feel that life here is miserable.. but so wat.. there is nothing i can do but just hang on to it.. sometime i realli feel very 辛苦.. but i noe no matter what i must still hang on.. 再怎样辛苦我还是要支撑下去.. sometime realli will think alot alot.. guess is bcoz i alwayz stay in the hse stay in the room..

haiz.. wanna go holiday also cannot? haiz.. guess i'm realli very lonely ba.. wanna go holiday to relax abit also got nobody to pei mi go ba.. yenwei u are so 可怜.. guess no one read my blog coz no1 mentions abt going holiday with mi.. haha.. now then i noe i'm so pathetic.. y to ppl wanna go holiday can just plan n go de.. but for mi.. haha.. guess i just don't have that kind of life ba.. 我没那种命.. anyway.. i will still think of going holiday la.. nobody go with mi then mayb i go myself lorz.. anywhere nice is oso ok.. like what i sae in my prevoius post.. HongKong, Taiwan, Bangkok/Phuket, Redang, Genting, KL, Bintan, Bali.. any of this place will be fine to mi.. if wan other places oso can la.. 我想出国玩，想去轻松轻松 relax relax 一下嘛.. haiz.. dunno la.. i dun mind be alone also la.. Redang is the place i'm thinking most of going.. realli feel like going to that beach area there relax do water sports.. actually all the places i also wanna go.. haiz.. dunnoo.. sae so much end up also end with nothing at all.. haiz..

真的感到好寂寞... 我想应该没有人会了解我现在的感受吧... 你们都不了解... hAiz...

20 days to revision week. 29 days to 1st exam paper. 39 days to last exam paper.
42 days to SEE my dEaR dEar iN SiNgApOrE !!! 18tH NoVeMbEr hEre i cOme !!
你会等我吗？ 你在等我吗？？