just wanna be alone..

getting anti-social todae.. haiz.. i dunno wat wrong with mi.. just dun feel like going out.. just wanna stay in my room.. even if i noe others will get disappoint n mayb pissed off by mi why m i like that especially when everyone is outside in the living room having fun and laughters all around but i just sae.. there is nothing i can do.. i cant laugh out.. i dun wanna join u ppl n spoilt u all the mood.. u all are so happie n haf fun.. sorrie but i just cant laugh or smile..

i tot i recovered le.. i tot i found back my laugher n smile le.. but it seems that i was wrong coz i cant smile n laugh frm the bottom of my heart.. i always tot i'm ok le.. but it seems like all this while i'm just trying to make myself seem happie smile n laugh.. haiz.. i just wanna be alone.. i guess i'm back to the period where i dun feel like going out le.. not hungry.. dun feel like eating.. no mood.. just wanna stay in the room.. if not i just wanna go out for a walk.. maybe is aimless walking but i just dun feel like talking..

*just let mi be alone.. when i'm fine and alright i'll let u guys noe* (sorrie if i happen to spoilt anyone mood)