30 minutes of fiRewOrK @ riVeRfiRe at SoUtH bAnK

went to river festival today.. me xiaoying michelle and bernard went to city first then after that we watch to South Bank to find a place to sit down to watch the program for today river festival.. as today there is firework, the name for today event is call RiverFire.. the firework was so so so nice.. it last for 30 minutes.. is realli very nice.. there is plane flying with fire from the exhaust and stuff.. is realli different from singapore de firework.. somemore the firework happen at the same time at 4 or 5 different location.. but u can see all those firework coz some of the firework are from the top of the building.. is realli so so nice..

when watching the firework i was thinking abt u.. thinking of the time where we watch firework together at esplande there.. thinking of u.. but it dun feel sweet at all.. when thinking of u.. my xin hen tong.. zhen de zhen de hen tong.. wat happen has already happen.. i apologise to u le.. i realli feel very sorry le.. i realli dunno wat else can i do le.. other than sorry and ask u to forgive.. wat else can i do or say.. i noe u r disappointed with mi.. i'm not in the right to ask u to forgive mi since i'm wrong.. i realli dunno how le.. is this how things will end up.. i realli dunno how le.. wat more can i do to let u forgive mi.. wat else can i do.. can someone pls tell mi.. i wanna share my problem with someone but i dunno le.. i waited for ur phone call every night but n nv call.. not a call or msg.. when i call u or msg u.. there is no reply.. todae u finally call aft see-ing my msg but things nv change.. u r so disappointed with mi n got nth to sae to mi.. is there anything i can do to get things back to normal..? can someone teach mi wat to do.. i'm dying soon le.. keeping everything with mi is so xin ku.. i dunno who to tok to le.. i realli feel so hopeless le.. u sound so cold to me.. i realli feel very sad.. i noe u are even more sad than mi.. but.. i realli dunno how le.. i dun wan to go think abt it.. i trying to let work keep mi busy... but u seem like juz disappear.. Just Disappear... when toking to u u seem no interest n seem so cold.. i noe i'm at wrong.. i really n sincerely apologise to u.. i noe there is nothing i can do le.. if there is something i can do for u can u pls tell mi..

wo zhen de bu zhi dao ying gai zhe mo ban le... wo zhen de yao si le.. i dunno how long more i can go thru' this le... i think i going to get to my limit before i realli collapse ba.. let wait till the day come ba.. whenever i think of u i feel so happy but when come to the thought of the situation we are in now.. my heart realli ache.. haiz.. wo de xin zhen de hen tong hen tong.. ni hao xiang bu xiang li wo le.. can someone tell mi wat to do.. whenever i'm alone in my room i will feel like crying.. but i dun wan to let the others wry so i keep trying.. keep trying to smile n laugh.. but xiaoying like realise i'm not ok.. but other than telling her i'm ok.. i guess there is nth i can do ba.. is my own problem.. is my own fault.. stop dragging ppl in..

someone kill mi pls.. u r realli killing mi soon.. i cant take it le.. i realli wanna cry le.. but cry cant solve anything.. other than cry i cant do anything.. i'm so damn bloody useless... USELESS............