i aPprEciAtE eVeRytHiNg tHat yOu dOnE fOr mE.. [Yong Zhen in Australia(17/09 - 23/09) had left]

times realli fly.. u juz arrived on the 17th sept(mon) but now u are already on ur flight on the way back home.. it realli happened so fast.. i realli cant accept the fact that u haf already spent almost 1 wk with mi.. but why it juz seem so so fast?? haiz.. i realli hope that u can dun go n stay here with mi.. i realli enjoy my time with u.. with u by my side for tis 1 wk.. is realli my HAPPIEST time in Australia.. i nv felt so happy ever since i arrived in australia.. but y it seems that my 2 months alone past so slowly but the 1 week with you juz past like that.. i realli cant accept that u not here with mi le.. dear.. i realli miss u.. u realli brighten up my life.. u r realli my sun... dun haf u.. i realli feel very life-less...

the week we spent together is realli like we 2 travel together overseas.. juz the both of us.. went to Dreamworld, Warner Brother.Movie World, Australia Outback and Surfer Paradise @ GOLD COAST.. 3 days 2 nights of events at gold coast.. noe that the tiring part is travelling on car n waiting for rides at those theme parks.. but i realli enjoy the times with u.. we scream together we have the rides together.. i realli love the time we spent.. but y cant it be longer.. i nv get to pick u up at airport but i drive u to airport today to send u off.. u noe my heart is aching when the thought of u leaving.. i realli feel like crying.. actually yesterday come back from Gold Coast i'm still ok de.. until xiaoying ask mi "wat time is yongzhen flight tml" then i realise.. u leaving le.. u leaving in less than 24 hrs time.. suddenly i feel so lonely again.. life here is realli lonely.. dear.. but i realli thank you for making the effort to travelling down to accompany mi and to come visit mi.. although we haf a few arguement here n there.. but in the end everything still work out fine... i realli realli appreciate that u pay so much n travel all the way down to come see mi.. i NEVER TAKE IT FORGRANTED.. i realli realli deep inside my heart i'm realli realli touch.. not all boyfriend can do wat u do.. i dun care wat other boyfriend did but i juz like the way u are.. u realli dote mi reali care for mi.. u also pamper mi alot.. u also love mi alot.. u make mi feel love and loved.. thank you dear..

i wan to apologise to u for all the DULAN things that i did to make u DULAN.. i noe sorry cant help and u sae SORRY is not like that used de.. but i still have to sae DEAR I'M SORRY 对不起 i realli hope u can forgive mi tis time.. please forgive mi.. i realli nv doubt u.. i realli nv doubt u at all.. not at all.. i realli trust u de.. i'm sorry..

whenever i walk into my room.. the scene of u lying on my bed keep appearing on my mind.. but u are not here anymore.. i haf to start to all over again.. i'm alone again.. alone in this sickening country.. i realli miss u.. i noe i'm NOT ALONE.. coz you are SUPPORTING mi in Singapore.. i noe i'm nv alone.. there is you behind mi.. pei-ing mi.. supporting mi.. pushing mi to overcome this and to complete my degree.. i noe u are alwayz there for mi.. but i still hope u are by my side but i noe this cannot be possible coz both of us are working hard for our future.. dear.. u must JIAYOU for ur IVP k.. i hope u can get back ur "feeling" soon so that u can be very accurate on court and u are the "GOD" u noe.. the 神 that you alwayz sae u are.. juz like u are the 车神... dear.. GOOD LUCK and JIAYOU for ur IVP k.. must keep mi UPDATED k.. u must also study hard worz.. FYP still going on rite.. faster finish it up then focus on ur study to get the GPA that u set for urself.. i believe u can make it de... know u still going to work.. but i realli hope u can cope k.. i realli hope u can get ur studies and bball very good.. dun wan bcoz of u working then everything not balance up or nv achieve to standard that u should be able to reach.. u must jiayou k.. i oso will study hard over here de.. we muz keep each other update often k.. realli hope ur wireless will be ok soon so that i can see u more often.. dear.. i realli miss u.. i see u enter the gate i see the plane take off.. but my heart juz cant let go.. my heart keep aching and aching.. i realli want to hear ur voice soon.. dear.. 我真的真的好想你... i realli still cant accept u had left.. u dun wan mi to cry when i send u off so i kept my tears but i realli realli dun wan to let u go but i noe i haf to.. i wan u to go achieve the stuff that u wanted so much..

but i still cried... i cried over and over again.. in my room.. i realli hope to see u soon.. webcam will do.. i realli hope we can spend more time together... i juz need to endure 2 more months.. can u dun disappear from my world..? i realli realli love you lot n lot.. u r the only one out there to support mi all the way... i noe i'm selfish but i realli dunno wat my life will be if u leave mi... dear... 我真的真的很爱很爱你.. dear.. 对不起.. 因为害怕失去你，而做了很多令你反感的事... 对不起 真的很对不起... 我不会再做那些事了，我知道因为我做的事反而会让我失去你... 我不要也不想失去你.. dear.. 我真的知道错了... dear.. please forgive mi.. i realli wan to tell u i realli appreciate wat u done for mi.. i wun let ur effort of coming here wasted de.. dear.. i realli feel like calling u now to hear ur voice but u still on plane.. i realli wan to call u to tell u i realli miss you.. but i crying now i cant let u heard me crying coz i noe u HATE to hear or see mi CRY.. but i longing for ur call.. hoping that u are safely in Singapore and everything is fine for u..

dear.. 你已经成为我生命的一部分，而且是很大的一部分，是很重要的一部分，是我不能失去和特别和最想要拥有的一切... you are part of my life.. dear.. thanks for the EARRINGS that you BOUGHT for mi (with SINCERE in it) and the CAP that u buy.. thanks for driving mi around and i realli feel very 幸福.. 跟你在一起的时候，我真的感觉到很幸福很甜蜜的感觉.. 你真的让我觉得我是幸福的女人.. 被你疼爱，受你的保护.. 虽然你每次都喜欢欺负我，但是我知道你是爱我的..


10 hours ago you were hugging mi to sleep but 10 hours later you are nowhere seen in Australia.. i missed you.. miss you alot alot.. i miss you dear..