it's complicated™

KTV session n dim sum on sat.. yeow kheong birthday celebration on friday.. is happening but i wasnt in the mood for all tis fun.. why is it so..? why i cant feel the joy.. the fun.. n the laughter..? haiz.. life isnt that good recently.. complicated.. it's complicated™.. haha.. sound like friendster? hmm.. nvm.. just that life is good n bad.. dunno.. look on the bright side ya.. just study n study ba.. let myself busy that all.. keeping myself in the room during yeow kheong de birthday celebration.. noe it isnt good.. almost wanted to go out during the cake cut n birthday song time.. but then haha.. nvm... so end up i nv go out.. went to walk walk at 10+ pm at the nite alone.. it feel good although i noe i shouldnt be outside alone by myself coz it is dangerous n it is super dark le.. yes.. sunset n sun rise is earlier le.. at 5+6 sky is dark le.. winter is coming.. haiz.. hope my heart can just be like winter.. be cold n feel nothing else.. can i..? guess tis entry wun make any sense to most of u.. but just trying to sae out wat is bothering mi n i understand can le... ok.. enuff le.. start work le.. GO GO GO..!!!