actually i'm disappointed..
a little disappointed by ur decision..
but i can't say it out..
but..
the feeling of disappointment & dishearted..
is theree..
been there since..
actually i feel hurted too..
but i guess is i expected too much..

but i know i can't say much..
n i'm very confused..
at least..
others are waiting for someone who have a reason to wait for..
there is reason to wait for u..
but there is just no sense of any security..
coz there is no "attachment"..

ok..
i think i should stop here..
before i get more n more emo..
n u guys are looking at me..
ok..
jus too emo...
the feeling inside me..
but i know i couldn't tell u tis.
it will hurt u too..
n cause us "troubles"
to think a lot again..
i shouldn't expect anything for u..
as i guess..
i will try to pull myself out..
n take back much of the love..
coz i shouldn't be giving so much..
as u feel pressurise..
n i know i shouldnt give so much to hurt myself too much too..
take back n leave u some space too...


其实，一直默默地等待，也会有累的一天。
一直默默地等待，一直默默的期待，也会有想放弃的一天。
我也不知道，我还能在等多久。
不知不觉，已经 7 个多月。
等待 ......
我还是会等的 ... ....