have a super long and hot bath.. to refresh myself and hopefully to help myself feel much better.. affected by what u say.. which is good coz somehow what u say still affect me.. but sometime i feel a little tired.. is my problem is my fault.. the problem lies on me.. coz i just like to run around going to alot of places coz i enjoy all these.. i know i neglect you somehow or another but.. .... is alright.. i dun wanna think so much le.. time to pack my luggage for my Bali trip at 12.15pm later.. packed and sleep.. feeling unwell and mentally n now physically tired.. i need a break.. i need a getaway.. i need to put everything down n away temporarily coz i know i need to face them when i'm back.. but i just hope i can enjoy my holiday although i know is a little too difficult.. see how things go ba..