so feel like dying already.. i need a break.. from everything and everywhere.. i cant cope anymore.. so many work, assignments.. emotionally unstable at times but definitely not at work if not will be too unprofessional. why do i still feel that it is still that tough to carry on living my life now... something is missing, i cant seem to find that back anymore... frankly speaking, i don't really like my life now.. everything isn't going smoothly.. nothing as planned or nothing is planned.. i think somehow i feel happiness isn't around me.. or maybe, i lost a lot of source of happiness and fulfillment.. what can i do??