why do i still tear and cried so badly when is me who force things to be this way.. i thought i prepared myself mentally n emotionally.. but when it somehow still make me cried.. didn't i tell myself no more tears, be strong, accept the facts n move on..

心如刀割⋯⋯ 原來我失去的是我自己。也許，是我，是我變了，已經不再是原來的我了。 假面具將會陪伴著我。甚麼是快樂，甚麼是憂傷？

faking happiness. faking smile. faking fine. when i'm not.