i know it very well, know the truth which one can't deny.. we can never get there.. we will nv get there somehow, one day, eventually.. it might be responsible but yet irresponsible.. how long do i have to walk thru this, sleep through with this.. how long can i be ignorant about, n pretend it is okay when i'm not and yet nobody can tell that.. i have slowed down my pace so much that i feel i'm dragging my feet to slow down.. it it that much to ask for? it is that much to hope for? mindsets are different, vision/views and everything is so so different.. tell me, will this even be a happy one?