i cRy.. =x aBit onLi lAhz..

hmm.. went to sch for 3 hr lesson.. suppose to haf mip test todae.. but then last fri almost the whole class wanna postponed the test.. but then i think is abit wuliao lorz.. mcq onli.. still wanna postponed.. then aft ap chem todae.. mi,ting,johnson went to heeren.. hahax.. johnson sae wanna go to the wallet shop to see whether the wallet he wan got stock anot.. i oso wanna buy wallet.. but then no money.. hahax.. then we went walk walk at heeren lorz.. actually sae wanna take neoprint de.. but then todae holidae.. too mani sch kids liao.. then we all end up nv take lahz.. then we went to dcp shop... =x opps.. hahax.. actually is wan johnson to go in wan lorz. but then he paiseh lahz.. coz xiqin inside working.. hahax.. aft that we walk to far east to take bus back to sch..
reach sch at 5+.. got GM meeting at 5pm todae de.. but then purposely wan late de lahz.. no mood.. =x aniwae i meet meijie first coz she wanna pass mi stuff.. then aft that then mi,ting and johnson go for the meeting lorz.. johnson n ting got contribute idea for games lahz.. onli mi.. haiz.. dunno wat wrong wif mi lahz.. no mood at all.. then see le meijie write mi the card.. then see le.. start to think alot lorz.. i dunno y lahz.. then ray sae a simple sentence to mi.. then i cry le.. =x hahax.. onli abit lahz.. i hold the tears for very very long le.. although i nv cry alot.. but at least i still better lahz.. although onli cry abit.. hahax.. i think i scared ting and ray ba.. hahax.. sorrie ppl.. but then sometime i keep it inside mi for too long le.. juz let it out abit lorz..
i dunno wat wrong wif mi lahz.. my mind is juz him n him.. everything abt him.. like everything oso can link to him lorz.. but there is onli the presence of 'her' in his eyes.. i wanna live normally.. dun wanna get emotional so easily.. since we cant be frenz.. then let mi hide my feeling for you ba.. frm todae onward.. i wun show ani feeling for you.. juz hope that we can be normal fren.. i muz be strong.. can let ray sae mi.. although i strong outside.. but then i can cry easily.. =x ok.. frm todae onward.. i should put relationship to one side.. let mi concentrate on my studies.. netball.. n club stuff bahz.. juz hope that i can realli put you to 1 side..