Wednesday, September 26, 2007

isn't a SIMPLE word

...The 3rd day without dear dear by my side...
没有你在身边的第 3 天


was looking at ur profile in friendster.. realise that i actually write to u quite a number of testimonials but then i realise it seems to be mi 一直在写给你 .. the feeling seems quite weird coz all along it has been be writing to u.. write to u in testi writing to u in blog writing to u in MSN even when u appear offline.. i'm like writing to someone i love out there but i nv receive reply from him at all.. sometime realli looking forward for some msg from u.. a short msg in msn a short testi in friendster or even a short email or SMS i will be happie le.. sometime i realli hope i will be at ur side.. i'm frm a bo chap person change to a ger who love u so deeply n took all the initiative to write u testi write to u in MSN send u SMS.. did i do too much le? or u prefer that kind of girlfriend who will onli SMS u or talk to u when u feel like? i realli very happie that u SMS mi yesterday nite.. dear.. 你知道我很想你吗? 你知道我有多爱你吗? sometime i realli hope i can chat with u online see u in webcam.. but it seems that i miss u more than u miss mi? or i need u more then u need mi? i dunno... i think u already get over the life of not having mi around.. that is a good thing.. last time i will receive msg frm u tell mi u miss mi n stuff.. but now is more of mi missing u? dear.. 有时候我真的感到很空虚.. i finally understand wat u mean that time when u sae u feel very empty.. but our empty feeling is different ba.. ur EMPTY feeling is due to mi bo chap-ing u when we were first together.. but my EMPTY-NESS is due to i miss you.. 相思病.. now i understand how is the feeling of missing some1 so much wanting to get to some1 so much.. sometime i was thinking.. 你没有我你能活下去吗但是我没有你我想我应该活不下去.. 有时真的很想告诉你我有多想你但我又怕打扰到你.. 有时好想知道你有多想我但是这些是要自己说出来自己从内心里想说的话..

noe u will be very busy for ur this whole semester.. for then next week week u will be chiong-ing ur bball coz IVP competition is coming le i oso wan u to perform very very well.. n hope aft ur match u will call mi n tell mi "dear 我今天打得很好我进了几分抢了几粒篮板球之类的话" 我好想分享你的喜悦但是如果你没有打出你的水准我也想分享你的悲伤与不悦我想要做一个会和你同甘共苦的女朋友我不能在比赛为你打气加油但我还是会在这里为你加油的。 dear hope u r coping with ur studies.. noe is online 1st week but oso must jiayou k.. everything is from the start de.. if from the start u understand n can cope well with ur lectures n stuff i believe u can do well de.. dun give up k.. guess u going to work this weekend ba.. i noe ur work is very tiring.. so try to plan ur stuff n everything ahead so u will have enought time for ur studies FYP basketball works n sleep.. now u dun haf to spare time for mi so u should haf more time coz u no need to spare time to pei mi or wat.. i realli hope u r doing fine n please please dun over tired urself can.. i realli will 心痛 de.. although i hope we got chance to chat online or on phone but i noe u will be very busy so dun think u will haf time for this.. i'm ok with it la.. i'm trying to get use to it.. whenever i think of u or i realli miss u.. i will write to ur MSN ever though i noe there wun be any reply.. or i will blog n blog.. or mayb i will msg u but i scare i will disturb u frm lessons n stuff.. dear.. i realli realli miss you alot.. 你有想我吗?or mayb u busy until got no time to think of mi ba.. hmm.. nvm.. forgive u.. i noe wat is important to u at this stage of ur life.. i will jiayou de.. dear dear u oso jiayou worz.. take care my dinosaur.. looking forward to the day where we can video call or mayb phone call where i can hear ur voice.. hmm.. how is ur grandfather le.. guess u must be very busy n tired everyday aft sch.. noe u will go n visit him whenever u can.. so u muz jiayou oso k.. keep urself strong n fit n healthy so u can balance ur stuff.. JIAYOU.. MISS you.. LOVE you.. muackx..


Responsibility is not bcoz of something happen then you take it. u take responsibility bcoz you love the person, want to take care & protect the person from any harm. Responsibility isn't a simple word. Responsibility involves lots of commitments and lots of scarification.
Are you ready for Responsibility & willing to take the Responsibility bcoz you love me?

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