thousands & millions of sorry is useless..

a thousand a million sorry oso can replace the mistake that have been done.. i'm realli sorry.. even i sae i will change will it change the facts? even if i wanna change it oso up to u to accept mi again.. no matter how mani sorry i sae oso cant change anything.. but i still wanna sae sorry.. wo zhen de bu shi na ge yi si... dui bu qi.. wo zhen de zhi dao cuo le.. wo bu shi gu yi shang hai ni de.. dang wo zhi dao wo shang hai le ni.. wo de xin ye hen tong.. zhe de hen tong.. dui bu qi..

can someone scold mi or slap mi pls.. please wake mi up.. life here is so terrible... hang on to it is realli very tough.. i made tis decision n onli u support mi but.. i did this to kill myself.. by killing u i'm killing myself.. i killed the heart that u haf for mi.. what the hell m i doing.. wat m i doing.. kill mi pls.. i dun mean to did that to u le.. but i cant change the fact that u starting to .... me le.. sorry dear.. sorry dear... i trying to jiayou for my studies so that i wun dui bu qi ni n wun let u suffer for 1 yr for nth.. but onli 2 months.. i did tis.. will u still willing to suffer together with mi for 1 yr..? sorry dear.. sorry.. zhen de hen dui bu qi..