不是读书的料

just got home... finish my CHEM3004 de exam le.. can onli use 3 word to describe.. buang. flung. chui. haiz.. i nv finish the paper plus got alot of questions i dunno how to do.. watever appears did do in tutorial/workshops before.. but.. nothing come out of my mind.. haiz.. i guess i might fail tis course.. once again.. kena kill by organic chemistry.. i dun even noe i will make it thru anot.. it seems like i might not be able to study Honours le.. if i get a grade 4 i'm more than happie at least is a pass.. but i guess i must haf the mental preparation i'll fail.. just like last sem.. 1st paper.. same.. NMR.. organic chemistry.. i cant think of anything although i did read thru i did remember i did those similar questions.. so wat.. nothing come out of my brain my mind.. haiz.. why must i always go thru tis kind of must take sup. paper de feeling.. is my own fault ba.. not clever enough.. not discipline enough.. not hardworking enough.. haiz.. maybe i realli not a material to study.. 不是读书的料... i just pray is like last sem.. i got a grade 4.. i'm more than happie..

haiz.. dunno la.. not mood.. damn sian.. i also dunno wat i wan now.. sian sian sian..



sorry. i can't meet any of the target.. never..
disappointment.. i'm...