lost the motivation & the enthusiasm for Honours
feeling super low..
ever since cairns trip..
everything doesn't turn out well..

i don't know what will happen when i'm back from SG after 1 month plus..
now very confused n thinking should i go back later
or should i come back to Brisbane earlier..?
haiz..
actually i'm afraid of not enough time..
but it seems to be enough time..
haiz..
contradicting..
can't make a decision..
haiz..

can the machine just work properly
and stop giving me troubles..
can the AFM just produce nice images..
so that i dun waste 2 hours getting no results..
can everything can go smoothly..
please..


4 days passed so fast..
will things change..?
better or worse..?
or will just remain the same..?
time will tell..