went to orchard shopping/dinner with jingquan, alicia and meiping.. we met at orchard at 3pm (as usual i'm always late).. we started walking and shop ard.. guess we are all old le.. can't shop as long as when young and also dunno where to head to.. got a necklace at ION and then we head to Cineleisure for dinner.. have xin wang hongkong cafe and i guess we overkill again (YES, again and always..!!) we were so full and we start to walk at Somerset 313 before we settle for Cold Stone Creamery.. we order 2 small one to share among we 4 as we are still quite full but meiping and me craving for ice-cream =x heez.. got myself 2 spaghetti tops from Forever 21.. is only $5 each so 2 is only $10, which is like so DAMN cheap k.. didnt get anything much as i don't wana overspend this month..

things have been there for about 5-6 days le. is it time to settle and decide? don't care if it a decision that i will regret in the future or is a foolish decision or is a selfish decision or is a decision that is good.. should I..? i only know i shouldnt drag things for too long.. what i want for myself and for my life.. life without u for these few days seem abit weird but things are still alright.. i did lose my appetite which i dont know is it due to stress.. but i still eat normal and alot on certain days to balance.. friends and some colleagues are good to meet me and just to spend time with me.. i didn't think much.. i don't know do this mean i can live normally..? i'm also unsure.. i also don't how have u been, r things going well for u..? i guesss i'm really selfish ba.. i can really don't msg u for these few days since i have people to accompany me, if not is i work till late kind.. i think i kind of getting use to the life now like no commitment and stuff.. is this what i want? i also dont know.. sigh~~ i know i'm being unfair to you..