there is one thing i must learn to do.. never to tear for another person in front of the guy who cares for me.. sorry that recently my emo-ness can't be hide well, i let u see the down and sad side of me.. this time, i promise myself be strong and to move on.. i will try my very best not to think about the past or cry over that anymore.. is unfair to you, i'm sorry about that and thanks for being understanding in this part. thanks for not blaming me or being angry with me about talking and teared for another guy.. i will move on, i promise i will.. for the better of myself..