maybe i'm better off being alone..

why things are that tough n never want to commit or change for the better.. sometime, i just feel like saying "F it, screw it"... i think i'm better alone.. don't come n piss me off or try to push me to the limit.. some things just can't be force anymore after ample attempts, chances and times given.. guess it reaches the stage whereby enough is enough. since times are never enough for things to changes or happens.. efforts are made but not enough for any progression or improvement.


i dreamt.. dreamt about a man who tells me he is living his life now, he is better with someone else he is with now and the gal he is with now makes him happy.. but why do i wake up with heartache..? coz i wasn't the gal and the man was far far away from me...