HEADACHE ! ! !

long long time nv blog le.. finally got the time to blog.. got my result long ago but i still haben received my result slip yet... tml going to call the examination office to ask le.. result very very lousy.. juz hoping that i can get into uni so that i can further my studies n i dun wanna work so early..

having working all these day except for sunday n saturday i work half day.. life become boring coz most of my time is working.. meeting frenz n boyfriend become very seldom.. went to MEJIE de 21th BIRTHDAY celebration last sunday.. i haben meet them for quite long le.. but is gd that we still keep in contact =) saw LLAB10 de players on meijie de birthdae... the feeling very weird like stranger like that.. dear pei mi go to meijie de birthdae celebration but he left aft awhile..

tis few day not feeling very well.. feeling giddy, headache etc.. dunno is it bcoz of the medicine i ate.. todae not onli feeling giddy headache but oso feel heart aching.. not 100% sure wat is the main reason but i noe part of it ba..

receiving ur msg nowadays is very rare le.. is alwayz i msg-ing u to ask u things or to inform u stuff.. having u to reply will also take a very long time if not is no reply.. i alwayz make the effort to let u noe where i'm going or wat i'm going to do.. mayb we r different ba.. different ppl got different habit.. i alwayz think that letting u noe my whereabout is a need so that u no need to worry abt me n that was wat u used to tell mi : "where ever u go, pls let mi noe coz i dunno where/wat u r doing, i'll wry" hmm.. guess now we r all adults le ba.. the need for telling or informing isn't realli needed if not is like under one's control. i noe u r a person who dun like to sms or even if u sms, ur msg will be as short as possible. i also noe that wanting u to let mi noe wat is ur upcoming events also bcome ur BURDEN.. coz is mi who cause u to feel so scared of mi being angry or scare of mi saying u.. perhaps i realli get angry easily ba.. sometime i realli dunno how to differentiate ur SERIOUS & JUST JOKING ONLY attitude.. i still cant figure out..

i thought that today u call mi u will ask mi how m i or mayb juz send mi a msg to ask mi.. but u didnt.. i did not wan to msg u todae again to tell u i'm not feeling well.. i dun wan u to wry but i tot u will ask.. but u didnt.. not todae not yesterday.. i dun wan to keep msg-ing u to disturb u frm ur lesson but not having any reply frm u.. To u, m i a person who will get angry that easily n alwayz angry.. mayb is ba.. that y u everytime sae scare i'll angry.. but that is not angry.. but feeling mayb is i'm disappointed in myself that i alwayz gif u that kind of feeling..

i very tired n my headache is causing mi alot of pain.. juz take the ABOVE as mi talking RUBBISH.. PLEASE DUN TAKE IT INTO HEART.. i realli treasure n cherish tis relationship ALOT ALOT.. i wan things to work out well.. even if it dun but i'll still try..

DEAR wo zhen de hen ai hen ai ni.. i realli love you alot alot..