BIG FULLSTOP .

nice songs.. is long ago de song.. always like tis song but now it seems even nicer.. haha.. flooding myself with tis songs to ask myself to wake up.. mayb is it reflect my feeling n moods.. especially the part "连分手也是让我最后得到的消息" "你这样痴情到底累不累 明知他不会回来安慰" "该放就放 再想也没有用 傻傻等待 他也不会回来".. but nvm.. from today start.. IS A NEW CHAPTER OF MY LIFE.. i thank you for returning mi my FREEDOM.. every1 sae i should haf thank u for letting mi go.. yes.. i'm going to start afresh start a new.. dun wanna think anymore.. is a BIG FULLSTOP.. end of story.. i will start a new chapter le.. a chapter of my own life.. just myself.. i will be back the independent the strong yenwei.. although might look strong outside but is better than now looking so weak outside n inside.. yes.. I WANNA STAND UP.. STAND UP BY MYSELF.. ok.. enough le.. got to go study liao.. haiz.. still got alot alot alot alot to study.. OMG.. realli scare i flung.. =x haha..


陶晶莹 - 太委屈

当她横刀夺爱的时候
你忘了所有的誓言
她扬起爱情胜利的旗帜
你要我选择继续爱你的方式
你曾经说要保护我
只给我温柔没挫折
可是现在你总是对我回避
不再为我有心事而著急

人说恋爱就像放风筝
如果太计较就有悔恨
只是你们都忘了告诉我
放纵的爱也会让天空划满伤痕

太委屈
连分手也是让我最后得到的消息
不哭泣
因为我对情对爱全都不曾亏欠你
太委屈
还爱著你你却把别人拥在怀里
不能再这样下去
穿过爱的暴风雨
宁愿清醒忍痛地放弃你
也不在爱的梦中委屈自己

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任贤齐 - 心太软

你总是心太软 心太软
独自一个人流泪到天亮
你无怨无悔的爱着那个人
我知到你根本没那么坚强
你总是心太软 心太软
把所有问提都自己扛
相爱总是简单 相处太难
不是你的 就别再勉强

夜深了你还不相睡
你还在想他吗?
你这样痴情到底累不累
明知他不会回来安慰
只不过想好好爱一个人
可惜他无法给你满分
多余的牺牲他不懂心疼
你应该不会只想作个好人

哦算了吧 就这样忘了吧
该放就放 再想也没有用
傻傻等待 他也不会回来
你总该为自己想想未来

你总是心太软 心太软
独自一个人流泪到天亮
你无怨无悔的爱着那个人
我知到你根本没那么坚强
你总是心太软 心太软
把所有问提都自己扛
相爱总是简单 相处太难
不是你的 就别再勉强


white lies are still lies.. lies are still lies.. dun believe too much.. coincidence happened for too mani times it wun be coincidence le.. is it coincidence anot.. is whether how silly n naive r u to believe in that.. i used to be naive n silly to believe everything is coincidence n tot everything is my fault.. but i begin to think of the other side.. i'm not the onli 1 in fault.. coincidence happened for too much time.. which boyfriend/girlfriend will like their the other half to go out individually with another person of opposite sex.. mayb once or twice happened to meet on the street.. but y go for a movie or shop for the whole day.. why does she always appeared by ur side when i'm not around.. not once or twice.. why do u noe ur girlfriend dun like but there isn't any distance drawn.. why she noe u got a gf n a sensitive girlfriend.. she still dun draw a distance from u n always appeared.. i always believe in u.. believe is coincidence that u always tell mi happened to meet but some1 just reminded mi it happened more than once le.. coincidence too mani time le.. coz he noe u love him alot n will forgive him so he tell u they went out n he is not guilty of it coz he tell u the truth.. but coincidence happened too much time le.. y again n again i believe is coincidence.. i'm angry when i noe u n her were together for a movie or shopping.. but i forgive u for that not once not twice.. which gf can stand their boyfriend going out with another ger when she is not around.. not once not twice.. mayb is realli happened to meet but the guy nv prevent things from happening.. happened to see each other doesn't mean need to go out together aft tt.. even normal friend should also draw a distance.. even good friends also does.. when ur good friends haf the other half.. distance must be draw to prevent misunderstanding n unhappiness.. but.. never.. that meant is the end.. so dun be naive anymore.. i'm silly n stubborn n be a fool for too long too.. when a fool meet a fool.. both of them fooled each other n make a fool out of themselves n stupid for too long.. is time to stop being a fool for both of them.. is the best result out of it..

dun use coincidence or happened to see each other on the street anymore le.. when coincidence happened too much time.. onli stupid ppl like mi that is inside the situation will believe is coincidence n purely happened to see each other.. others that is outside the situation see the other stuff.. stuff that i cant see.. stuff that i nv tot of.. i still choose to believe is coincidence at least i no need to hate myself for being a fool.. mayb coincidence does happen but not always.. i choose to believe everything is coincidence.. mayb it is mayb it is not.. but just let mi be silly n naive another time n believe everything is coincidence.. at least it will be a good memories n i no need to hate anyone for tt.. onli hate myself for being too stubborn n too in love.. not a silly anymore.. i wun blame anyone for tis.. not u not her.. but myself.. coz i'm too in love n fall too inside.. i will onli blame myself for tt.. i wun blame anyone..


2 days to 1st exam paper. 12 days to last exam paper.
15 more days of toughness n pains here... how long more can i endure tis pains?