Josie's 21st birthday..

haf a busy wkend coz is josie de 21st birthday.. on fri evening meet yongsheng grevin they all for dinner coz yongsheng clebrate his birthdae(which is on 5th feb) in advance coz he scare on wkday alot of ppl cant make it.. haf dinner at cafe cartel.. yongsheng treat =x haha.. ok la. he treat everyone that day.. somemore i went for the dinner partially is also to pass him my hse key(australia de hse) coz he n ziyang staying at our hse first before they find their own hse there.. anyway the hse will be empty ma so let them stay lorz.. aft dinner me shuting and nicholas went to josie de chalet at Aranda country club.. play mahjong overnight with josie's bf (chungxian), nicholas n my brother.. then morning went for breakfast at mac at downtown east.. then aft that went cycling.. cycling was fun plus emotional.. coz we cycle to pasir ris park which i haf memories of him.. i duno why.. i just feel mixed emotions and i missed him.. then after cycling at 12+ we went back chalet.. bathed then slpt at 1+ then 4 like that shuting they all wake mi up coz need to drive to josie de father restaurant there to get food.. then aft get the food i send shuting n nicholas home coz shuting got reunion dinner then aft that i drive from her hse go dunman there coz senlin at her nephew hse for birthday party oso.. on the way from bedok to there.. i pass by SAFRA.. i saw yongjie(his bro) crossing the road.. another mixed emotions again.. haiz.. i guess i can nv forget him.. then aft pick up senlin went to fetch josie de mother oso.. then we return to chalet.. then we faster decorate the room coz we just got the decor things from shuting hse.. luckily the rest haf finish blowing all the balloons..

meet quite a no. of my secondary sch friends there but that stupid ronnie tan n hari haran nv come.. sian 1/2.. the brithday party was fun although i nv help much la =x haha.. but glad to see so mani of my friends.. but i'm flying away in less than 3 weeks time.. i duno why.. all the 21st birthday parties that i had attended.. everyone love one is there.. as for mi.. i lost that one.. always wanted to celebrate my 21st in singapore with him.. but.. now.. there isnt a him there for mi.. seeing people around with with their love ones by their side i happie n glad for them.. as for mi.. i onli can feel 心酸 and 心痛 ba.. coz he will never return and is i caused him to leave me.. is a good thing for him also ba.. he need his gf to be good n be able to pei him n i'm flying to australia again le.. this time will be longer ba.. i wun return so soon le.. maybe i realli will choose to stay in australia longer tis time n maybe working over there will be one of my option.. but now honours will come first.. hope my result can make it for honours which mean another year to go.. if not.. my graduation will be this july.. on the 14th July 2008 that week le.. who is coming over.. no one is flying over to attend my graduation.. no one will be there for my 21st birthday if i'm studying Honours.. haiz..


i miss him.. i realli miss him.. miss him alot alot..