leave uni yesterdae at 12.15am..
MIDNIGHT..
OMG..!!!
the journey home is quite scary =x
from Chemistry building to the Stadium..
i got to keep myself alert..
look behind me from time to time
to ensure that i wasn't follow..
didnt went for the Birthday surprise thingy for Ziyang..
the rest met at 11am to write card and stuff.
heard that he was kena "raped" till damn terrible..
haha..

reach home at around 12.40 like that..
it was a slow walk home..
damn tired after one long day without much result..
haiz..
but manage to get the pH for the solutions..
which took so damn long to be stable..
doing more lab work now..
using the UV-Vis instrument de computer =x
it will be a long day today too..
or maybe i should sae..
from yesterday onward..
i'll be in lab for super long..
will nv get home before 6 plus 7 pm..
onli manage to reach sch at ard 10 am..
which i should try to make it 9 am..
let see how's thing goes..

is mid semester break next week..
ziyang and yongsheng and their chem eng friends are going to sydney
for plant visiting which is also call field trip ba..
so good =(
then darryl will not have lessons next week..
but..
i still got to come to lab for the week
coz
i dont have mid semester break =(
haiz..
or should sae..
i not suppose to have any break..
no SUMMER BREAK too..
onli break i have is x'mas break coz Uni is closed for that week.
but
i'll be going back to singapore to settle my citizenship matter
plus celebrate CNY =)
so i got some break which i'm not suppose to have la..
so..
i got to get my work done as much as possible..
so that i wun be behind schedule and cant get my break..
got to JIAYOU le..
tired..



i tell myself to choose to face you
and treat you with another attitude.
a different attitude.
a attitude to draw a clear line between us.
which is better for both of us.
coz i've been unfair to you.
i'm always hoping to find in you
the things i had lost.
but i know i will never find it.
coz those do not come from you.
i'm sorry.
for being so naive and selfish.
but this is a better way out.
to draw that line.