是否该等待，还是该放弃

can anyone tell me..
should i wait or should i not wait..?
should i hold on to it..?
or should i just let go..?

someone tell me not to wait..
coz waiting for a no outcome thing is just too silly..
might as well go for someone else..

haiz..
sometime just very confused..
sometime waiting for someone with a status
felt better rather than waiting for someone who can just leave without a word..
not that i don't trust you..
is just that i'm not confident in myself..

i understand your stand
you also understand my stand..
but it just that..
nothing can be done to make both of us satisfied
haiz..
but i dun dare to demand much also..
but..
i guess i waited for kind of long..
didn't i..?
haiz..
and i need to wait for even longer..
but for something that can't be confirm..
the feeling is even worse..

sometime it felt so sweet..
but the sweet feeling isn't secure..
it may leave anytime..
haiz..
i just dunno what to do..
or should say..
there is nothing i could do..
is either i wait..
or i leave..
that's all..

but i know ur feeling for me is true..
but it is just not enough to hold us together..
is just not strong to keep us together..
but..
i know if i make a negative decision..
both of us will get disappointed n sad..
but staying positive..
also can't get us any further..

i know u hope things will get better..
hope we will get better..
but no matter what..
within this year n next year..
we just can't be get together..
isn't it..
though is 'together' but just not officially together..
haiz..

actually is just a status..
why should i care so much..
i shouldn't care that much, should i..?

someone did tell me before..
is just a status..
it doesn't mean much..
you can have status but not much feeling n love..
but some couple have no status but you can see they are so lovely..
is just a status isn't it..?

but some will debate and say..
without a status, you are just nothing..
is just unfair to you..
especially to a girl..

haiz..
i'm just very confused at times..
sometime i scare i do too much..
do more than what a friend should do..
expect too much..
expect what only a girlfriend can expect..
can you tell me how to draw that line..?
the line is just too blurred..
i dunno where to draw that line..
or should i draw that line..

you say i shouldn't do that much..
but you can't tell me where to draw that line..
then what should i do..

haiz..

是否该等待，还是该放弃