這世界好假，就連我自己也是假的

不要來打擾，我想我自己可以過得很好⋯⋯ 原來，我失去的，也包括友情。 不要再說了，我誰也不需要，這世界好假，就連我自己也是假的。 我不需要朋友，不需要情人，我自己一樣可以過得很好⋯⋯ 誰都不要來煩我，我要活在我自己的世界里。 不要告訴我，你們都在，感覺是一種笑話，我就是那個笑話。 我也太天真了。 全部離我遠遠的，我誰都不想應酬⋯⋯ 越遠越好⋯⋯

how nice is it to see that picture of people that u are close to.. or maybe i should say.. used to be closed to having celebration without you.. well.. i just i just got to face it.. i don't need anyone now.. not a single friend.. i can just be myself.. i no need anyone.. not any family (i cant choose that, so be it), any friends, any lover or what so ever.. but weird it feel like.. ya.. maybe i'm the one in wrong.. or to the whole world.. i'm the wrong one.. so be it.. leave me alone like you all have already did.. don't come back and find me.. i no need anyone.. NOT A SINGLE ONE OF YOU..!! not anyone.. just leave me alone.. i know i not in the place to be angry since the whole world say i'm at wrong.. i have not right to be angry, to be pissed or what so ever coz to the WHOLE WORLD i'm the wrong one cause i choose to not follow a normal path that everyone say is the best and safer and right.. forget it.. why bother with all these right since i already come to this stage..

fine.. i know what to do.. don't come and Facebook me or sms me.. i'm not going to reply to any.. not to any single one.. just simply leave me alone k.. i'm the fake one.. but somehow, i find this world is so fake too..

ya to the whole world.. i'm the one at fault.. i'm the one at wrong.. i'm suffering or what so ever is i deserved it.. whatever, i don't give a DAMN..!! all just go away.. just get out of my life.. i need no one.. not a single one of you.. just just.. just all get lost.. i just want my one person life/world.. i don't hate anyone, except myself.. well, at this stage, i hate no one, not even myself.. i can live my life, being alone.. no need anyone.. enjoy yourself as i think life without me, everyone feels better..

i understand why you all do that and never ask me or what.. i know because situation will be awkward, have to think of both clique and stuff.. but do you guys think that you tell me the reason, i will not be understanding.. i will say "i'm fine with that, you guys carry on".. but somehow.. i felt i'm the forgotten neglected one.. which i know i should be.. is alright.. i know why u all decided on this.. but i felt disappointed.. not because of what, not because i'm not invited, is more of how u all looked at me.. i can be unreasonable but not the that extend, am I..? i know what to do for the best for everyone, do i still seem that childish and not grown up..? i don't know what i'm angry or disappointed about now.. is not a big deal right, how do i need to make a fuss out of it right... i'm tired le.. i shall be understanding, grown-up enough to make everyone life great and not so torturing or unpleasant..

- I'm shutting off from this world, LEAVE ME ALONE -