我的不安，只有你不懂.... 尝试了，但没法接受。如果现在勉强接受，但将来的某一天，我还是会崩溃。对不起，如果形势没变化，我会离去。但你似乎无法懂得我的顾虑和不安.... 

Exam in 6hours time.. Flying to Taiwan (maybe flying alone) in 13 hrs.. Taking a 10 days leave from SG, work and studies.. Can't wait for this holiday.. Somehow, this year seem so tough for me.. At the age of 24, I think my life suck and the most torturing, most changes and also challenges for me to handle.. Too much pressure and stress that I think I couldn't handle that was why I collapse once but I just hope the next one don't come so soon.. I think my heart is weak., emotionally weak but able to overcome and not showing signs to anyone.. Sigh.. Sometime I really feel very helpless.. Looking ard me, I also don't know who to approach already.. Friends? Family? Nope.. I dont think so. Haiz..