i'M t|rEd.. qUiZ n qUiZ.. s|aN...

in sch lib now.. nth to do.. later going down to TP with diana to watch rugby/volleyball match.. juz end lesson not long ago.. every mon alwayz feel very tired de.. dunno is bcoz nv get enuff slp or is bcoz get very drained off from the prac... todae morning suppose to haf fragrance chemistry de prac but then that stupid collin tan on mc... he damn idiot lorz.. on mc cannot inform earlier ar.. onli when i walking toward sch which is at ard 8 then jahan msg to tell us that mrs leong sae prac cancel.. waste my time lorz... if nt i dun haf to wake up so early then i can slp till later lorz..

recently nv get online that often le.. getting very lazy lehz.. very tired oso la... got quite a few things happened la... but hope it over n will nt happen animore... will try for the better n work hard for our future.. =) heez.. thank you for ur patience and everything.. zhen de zhen de hen xie xie ni...

quiz is coming le... more n more quiz... last wk gt 1 quiz.. tis wk got 2 quiz... next wk is e-learning le.. haiz.. haf to do more abt the fyp de thingy liao.. very lazy lehz.. report oso haben start.. lazy lazy... muz change tis attitude le.. if not dunno when i grad will go where die le.. =x later be cleaner.. *touch wood* i wanna continue my studies.. so muz jiayou jiayou jiayou.. gambate..!!!

eNd oF POL-ITE gAmEs.. iVp..? mAyb nOt pLayiNg..

now in sch lib... finish lesson le but staying back to do my fyp de report... POL-ITE games is over le.. the champion is temasek polytechnic(TP) n SP is the 1st runner-up n NYP is the 2nd runner-up...

updates for our competition..
13th oct (chunpei's birthdae) we haf a game wif NP.. we won np with the score of 56-37..
16th oct we played wif TP.. we lost.. the score is 26-42.. lost by 16.. n i was quite angry n disappointed wif someone lorz.. maybe nt 1.. is mayb 3 or more...
18th oct we played against NYP.. tis is a match that we muz win so that we can get into final.. ya we won... score is 38-30.. but tis time i'm totally disappointed n gif up hope le...
20th oct.. netball final... TP vs SP.. zhenzhen not coaching us as she is on business trip.. so she ask bok to take over.. so on thurs we haf a short training.. n guess wat.. i SPRAINED my ANKLE... =( haiz... no more chance to play for final.. n the sprain is quite quite serious.. until todae it is still swelling n still can feel the pain.. hmm.. guess wat is the score for the match.. the score is 49-30.. so we lost by 19.. lost more on the final.. the reasons are why i guess most of us noe abt it la.. dun wanna elaborate more.. there is more than 1 reason why we lost that match.. aniwae.. i dun feel the joy when get the medal although is my 1st ever netball medal.. but is not the medal that i fight for it.. is nt my hardwork.. i dun feel glad or wat lorz.. guess accept it lorz... there is something in my mind now that i haf to think of... onli a few of the team mates noe but not others... dun ask mi wat is it.. if i feel like telling i will sae... actually i quite disappointed wif the team in some sense la.. onli the same few of us noe but not others... others wun feel it coz u all nv feel for others... aniwae.. dun wanna sae more... wanna go do my stuff le..

hoping that my ankle will recover soon... need to go umpiring n earn money... i wanna do sport.. i wanna walk properly n nt feel the pain... *pray for mi* haha.. aniwae... dear thanx for helping mi rub my leg n help mi prepare ice for mi to ice my swallow ankle.. n thanx for the 'SALT' is damn cold...

SP aLL tHe wAy..!! JIAYOU gErs..

long time nv blog le.. haf been very busy past few days... alot of things happen... sad n happie... sad things dun wanna sae much la.. coz is over le... actually the bad n sad things nv realli happen on mi but then it does affect mi n make mi feel sad oso.. but now finally most of the things is over le... aft the rain is the rainbow that is waiting for us...

yesterdae juz haf another game... yesterdae game was against combined ITE... we won..! the score is 41-20... then on mon we won RP.. score is 40-38.. actually for mon game we can lead by alot de but then at the last quarter fangling sprained her ankle then end up i play WA.. i think is bcoz of mi ba.. we from leading of 10 till lead them by 2 onli... haiz... is alwayz when i'm the court the score difference wun increase but will decrease... for yesterdae game i start off as WA oso.. we onli lead them 9 in the 1st quarter but then at 2nd n 3rd... we onli manage to lead them by 10 the most.. but then at the last quarter i was not playing... the team manage to get a goal difference of 21.. i think i realli make the difference ba... when i'm on court cant get the team to perform... i realli try very hard le.. mayb dear is right ba.. my mind ask mi to fight hard but my body isn't doing tis.. but i noe i'm run n supporting.. but still not up to the standard ba... long way to go... realli hope SP can play in the final... WA seem to be a new position for mi but i think i should try real hard to play ba.. since coach put mi in then haf to put in my best.. but i think i kind of disappoint her ba.. cant perform till the standard that she wan... hmm.. dunno la... i onli noe tis POLITE tournament is full of injuries... rhoda is on cast now coz her ankle bone crack.. then fangling sprained her ankle but she still manage to help the team in yesterdae game... then yesterdae game alot of us kena knocked n pushed by the ITE players... i kena my knee cap.. but still nt tt serious yet.. i oso kena my butt on mon.. jump for ball then the RP centre juz come banged onto mi.. then fell down on my butt.. kena my back oso.. haiz... i'm so so so weak...

anyway... wat done is done.. juz hope that for the next few games i can play well ba... even not playing those position that i'm trained for oso muz try my best ba... anyway... gers... JIAYOU..!! we can win de.. tml game muz win.. is another step nearer to our target... let jiayou ba... as for dear.. u jiayou for ur mon game k.. although is ur last match le.. but juz play ur best k.. even if realli realli nv win *touch wood* as long as u did ur best n u feel that u realli perform well le.. then is ok le... dun regret when u come n think of it can le.. i noe u r nt on form for tis POLITE games.. but juz jiayou for the mon game k.. work hard... n rmb our bet ya.. =) heez...

LaNteRn fEst|vaL.. nO mOoN.. nO mOoD..

Lantern festival..? no moon.. got mooncakes got lantern got candles... but sorry ppl...i todae not in the condition n mood for all tis... physically n mentally i dun wanna feel tt todae is lantern festival.. n i gt no appetite for the mooncakes.. hope that ur enjoy the mooncakes n stuff.. i cant join ur for dinner.. i juz wanna go home.. i wanna let my body n mind rest... i dun wanna spend animore time on tis 6th oct.. i wan tis dae to faster pass.. i see u all couples n couples.. i dun think i wanna join ur for dinner n stuff.. juz let mi go home n haf a rest ba... i feeling very weak n tired.. i wanna be alone.. dun wanna talk much.. mayb is due to mood swing again.. i dunno.. juz let mi be alone.. learn to be strong n independent..


i'm getting strong.. manage to hold my tears even i'm feeling very pain..