gOt tHe tUbE i wAn Le.. hEhE..

1 wk haf gone le.. nothing much haf happen onli that P&P chem test on tues n DTN test todae is over le.. so no more DTN coz is a in-course module.. but then still got Pharmaceutical coz got semster exam..haiz.. then EIC de conflict role is also over le.. now wat left is tis coming tues de PQM test n 3 semster exam..

leg is still as usual.. somtime will feel the pain sometime dun haf pain.. next wk goin to see doctor n take x-ray at changi hospital le.. juz hope that he sae my bone recover well n i can start walking normalling without the usuage of crutches.. walking on heel realli will feel the pain at ankle n lower part of the leg.. juz hope it can faster recover.. went to see doctor on the dae before yesterdae coz my right big toe is kind of swollen.. then tot is infection but then the dr sae is tissue swelling n is also cause by walking n the splint.. luckily is not infection.. juz hope that i can start wearing shoes soon.. haf been wearing sandals all this while i wanna wear slipper or covered shoes..

went to suntec todae aft lesson.. went to the FOX shop there to buy a tube which i intend to wear for chinese new year.. saw that tube on last sat aft the NTU talk but then nv try or wat.. then aft much thinking wanna get that for CNY la.. new dressing for new year.. is time to change.. haha.. actually went to tampines mall de Fox shop but they dun haf so went back to suntec todae to get that tube.. the tube is white colour with green poker-dots. i think is kind of nice ba.. the tube onli got 2 size : size P n size 1.. i try the tube for abt 10 times to decide which size to buy lorz.. coz for size P top is abit tight but then the length is juz nice while for size 1 the top not that tight but then the tube abit too long lehz.. so end up i decide to buy the smaller size P.. thinking that i might lose weight or slim down abit before CNY.. =x hoping la.. haha.. oso think that mayb the tube will get abit bigger aft wash ba coz the top part is elastic.. juz hope is juz nice to wear during CNY.. hehe.. also got a skirt from FourSkin.. is huixian help mi get de.. happen to try that skirt before i got injured then that time no money end up nv buy.. then recently decided to get the denim skirt mayb for CNY oso.. haha.. now left onli wat to wear on the 1st day of CNY.. wanna get a dress.. any1 got any idea whether to get nice dress but dun wan those too formal i wan thoe that can wear to go out de.. but also scare i buy all these but then end up cant wear nice shoes or heels coz of my toe injury.. o juz pray hard.. haha..

mOoD sWiNg cOz oF my LeG.. hAiz..

sch almost started for 1 wk le.. tis 4 days are realli very tiring.. travelling from home to SP is very common to mi le so i dun mind the travelling time.. now wat is bothering mi is that it take mi very long to walk out from my hse n for mi to walk from dover mrt station to cls blocks with crutches.. leg realli aching n pain.. but i noe i wat i can onli do is to endure the pain n juz continue walking.. but todae.. i realli wanna give up hope le.. i see my leg i realli very sad, disappointed n angry with myself.. sad coz i think i very pathetic but i cause tis thing myself.. haiz.. disappointed with myself y i'm so weak.. cant i juz endure the pain n faster recover.. angry with myself coz i'm to be blame for all this troubles.. so afterall i deserved it.. who ask mi hand itchy.. haiz..

todae wanted to go n buy sandals coz my sandals spoilt le but i still struggling with it.. went to sport connection to see but there is onli a few pairs n is not very nice.. but got 1 or 2 i dun mind de.. but dun haf my shoes size.. on the left leg the sandal is very big but on the right side the sandal is ok.. starting i tot was the splint that i was wearing for my toe injury.. but when i remove that splint i realise that my right leg was swollen.. that tell why i try the sandal n it seem so weird.. tot is was a little bit swollen but comparing with my left leg.. it was very swollen.. swollen until my toes cant touch the ground when i rest my feet.. guess my injury is getting more serious le.. look at the leg i realli get very sad n wanna give up.. i realli very tired.. with tis injury.. i did alot of things n i cant do alot of things.. walk from dover mrt to cls block normally take mi abt 5 min ++ but now it took mi at least 10 min to 15 mins.. y? i realli very sad.. i guess my leg not hope le ba.. dunno y suddenly swollen.. i not sure whether yesterdae was swollen anot but i cfm on wed it is not swollen yet.. haiz.. i'm so sad.. juz hope that tml call CGH then the doc allow mi to go down for consultation even without appointment n hope he is not on leave..

dunno when my leg will be ok.. i guess now chinese new year clothes oso no need to buy liao la.. with tis kind of leg wear wat also no use.. coz even wear properly shoes/heel can onli wear sandal.. wanna go shopping oso cannot coz walk for awhile leg start to pain le.. y? y like that treat mi? i'm suffer for 2-3 wks le.. tis tis like hell lorz.. i wanna buy new clothes also cannot mayb i should not be thinking of shopping anymore coz i dun think i can.. m i too negative? i dunno.. i realli very pek chek with my leg.. ppl ask mi i alwayz sae i'm fine i'm ok.. but guess i'm nt ok i'm not fine ba.. haiz.. dunno la.. wkend coming.. suppose to stay at home to rest but i feel like going for the NTU talk at suntec tis sat.. i dunno i can go n again but i guess i should try to reg at least.. juz hope i can get ino local uni..

rOt & rOt.. s|aN..

been rotting at home for ver long le.. fungi n mushroom growing all over mi le.. is so so sian lorz.. i onli went out of my hse on the 29th to go polyclinic to change my bandage.. then aft that went to watch Death Note 2.. aft that went dear dear de hse.. since then i onli went out for dinner wif my family on sunday then till now still at home.. haiz.. luckily tml got appointment with the doctor at changi hospital if not i realli haf to rot till sat.. haiz.. life is so sian.. stll got report case studies to do.. then soon my quiz will start again.. haiz.. if i nv haf tis injury i guess tis holidae will be a better wan ba.. haiz..

recently we r quarrelling again.. guess like wat u sae our relationship is realli unhealthy.. but wat is the main reason behind all tis quarrelling n arguement. guess is my stubborn character which u dun like ba.. haiz.. dunno.. dunno wat to sae le.. i'm tired n i guess u r tired from all tis quarrelling.. haiz.. dunno.. let us take a rest ba.. hope things will get better..