JIAYOU

wanna get over tis.. but still cant.. haiz.. why did i get so weak now.. why i cant be strong anymore.. haiz.. how long will i take to stand up strong again.. i still feel the pain inside.. why.. i realli dun wanna think abt u anymore.. keep trying to keep myself busy.. do alot alot of things.. just dun wanna haf time to think abt u.. although when i heard songs.. i will think.. but i keep telling myself.. wake up ba.. wake up ba.. dun hurt urself anymore.. ok.. tml is my 1st paper le.. onli halfway done with it.. haiz.. how.. realli scare will flung but i'm like not doing much abt it.. keep trying to push myself.. push n push.. somemore tues got another paper.. dunno will how sia.. haiz.. realli tired.. i spend too long to get myself out of it.. even till now i still not out fully but i must not waste anymore times on healing.. although still need very long to heal coz i'm seriously injuried.. worst injury ever.. although haf alot alot of wounds but i must not use any time on waiting for it to heal.. i should keep on fighting n stand strong even with all wounds over mi.. it is hurt n pain.. but if i recover from tis.. i'll be even stronger..

just now went out for dinner with terence n his family, chu ting n pei xuan.. terence is from SP SAA de.. he is the staff there.. is kind of happie to noe him.. i'm glad that i not onli get friendz from SP but also get to noe friends from SP de staff.. he is here for holiday with his wife n son.. the son is cute.. haha.. although is "monster" that Terence always sae but ok la.. is fun to haf a kid around.. realli brighten up my day.. =) we went to west end de vietnamese chinese rest. to eat.. ok la.. haf fun talking n chatting.. at least i wun waste my time on useless thinking.. yup yup.. then chuting is my sec n poly senior.. she is from squash team de.. noe that she was in UQ that time coz aft her lesson was my lesson.. was so happie to find another familiar face in aussie.. then pei xuan i just noe here today.. she is from wushu de.. i see her before.. but i cant rmb who got tell mi abt her before.. haha.. but is happie to noe another friend here =)

ok.. is time to go CHIONG liao.. realli time not enough.. haiz.. wasted too much time.. but i noe i must make it thru'.. yes.. i need to pass.. if fail any subject = no need study le.. coz visa state that i cant fail.. ya.. yenwei JIAYOU !


1 days to 1st exam paper. 2 days to 2nd paper. 6 days to 3rd paper. 11 days to last exam paper.
14 more days of toughness n pains here... how long more can i endure tis pains? hAiz..