just got home.. went for manicure and pedicure with meijie today.. left office at 4.45pm.. took super long to find a parking slot in the carpark.. coupons cheaper.. appointment is at 5.30pm de.. but then when mi reach there they sae dun haf our appointment.. is meijie sis help us make appointment de.. dunno wat is wrong la.. no appointment but luckily they still help us do manicure and pedicure.. then aft that we went to eat at Hong Guo at Parco Basement 1.. the food not bad la.. then aft that we went to walk walk at Parco coz when doing manicure that time i told meijie i write a new year card for yongzhen mother.. then she sae i sae also buy some goodies and give to her personally.. partially is scare he will be at home that y i nv dare to go find his mum and i noe auntie is busy oso.. but before i go i got give her a call.. luckily she is at home.. he is not at home.. guess is a good start coz toking to auntie feel so relax.. got alot of updates and news of you from her.. noe u are doing fine.. that's great.. hope ur health will be alright too.. tok quite long with auntie.. then u called back ur home.. ur mum ask mi tok to u.. the feeling is awkward.. then just before we wanna leave u called back again.. u told ur mum u r still far from home.. but suddenly u appeared.. i'm lost.. suddenly duno how to react.. the feeling is awkward.. luckily got meijie there.. she tok to u more than i tok to u.. the atmosphere was weird.. i noe u are trying very hard to talk to mi so both of us wun feel shy or awkward.. but realli thanks alot.. u look much fitter.. but i dun dare to look at u into ur eye.. i dun dare to see u directly.. but u look fitter, fine to mi.. that will be enough..

i guess todae is realli a great step into my future life.. i got to chit chat with auntie after so long.. not i dun wan go visit u.. but i oso scare u forget mi le.. but i noe u nv =) i'm so happie.. as for u.. we are moving on with our life.. going the way we wan now.. as in the future.. we wun noe wat will happen.. that is wat ur mum sae too.. but now u are happie with ur life.. that good.. noe u will be going to america and spain in may.. do take care of ur health.. i realli hope to receive good new that the hole is not there anymore.. i'll pray for that.. as for my graduation.. hope auntie will come coz she sae if can she will come.. as for u.. i dun think u will wanna come ba.. but.. i see u todae.. i duno how to react.. is awkward feeling.. i tot i wun see u during this period of my time in SG.. but i'm flying away le.. during all tis while i will pray u are happie and safe and sound..

take care..