emo emo emo...

is my 21st birthday in 2 days.. tml will be the celebration at my hse.. but i dun feel the joy the happiness.. i'm feeling lost.. just that weird feeling.. the aching feeling..

i'm a ger afterall.. how strong can i be?
always wanting to be independent.
wanting to do things with my own strength.
but sometime when i realli hope that there is someone for mi to lie on
i dunno where shall i go.
i cant find you anywhere.
i trying to stay strong.
to be strong.
but i need a mountain that pillar to lean on when i need a rest.
but i cant find that on someone else..


haiz.. dunno why.. emo again.. emo emo emo.. stop emo-ing le ahwei..
got to chiong proposal le.. if not honours will be gone..