ok.. 2 more days to my birthday celebration and 3 more days is my actual 21st birthday.. feeling nth.. coz i dun celebrate my birthday de.. but friends tell mi to celebrate it coz is 21st and is once in a lifetime.. just hope it will be a nice one.. nothing cock up can le.. then get nice nice presents =x heez.. then go nice nice friends ard.. although i still wish others that are in singapore will be here too =( but then.. nvm.. i dunno why but keep thinking.. thinking will you get anything for mi.. or will u get any special for mi.. but then i noe la.. it wun happen.. haha.. but then nvm la.. what to do.. what can i ask from you.. yup.. hmm..

got to start my research proposal de.. tml got to give the 1st draft but i haben started =x haiz.. been busy all tis while.. ya.. birthday preparation.. sometime how good will that be if there will be someone who help mi plan everything.. make sure everything is nicely done.. make sure all my friends family love ones will appear.. what i onli need to do is just appear in the party.. looking nice.. not tired. not moody.. with the smile on my face.. but i cant find back that smile which i once have with u ard.. i still finding that.. hope i can get it back or i can find that back on someone.. but i know i shouldnt bcoz of someone then smile.. but that smile n laughter is just that different.. i missed that.. but i will still smile.. =) smile everyday.. smile on my birthday.. smile when i see you n her.. smile when something happy happen.. smile to someone to brighten up their day.. ya.. smile the way whenever i saw u from far..

i missed ya again..
when there is special occasion..
i will miss you alot alot..
i guess is coz i wanna share my joy with you.
will you call?
or maybe i expected too much.
hope you are doing fine.
staying happie, healthy and lively.