went for MOE interview today..
for Physical Education and Chemistry (Secondary school level).
this has been bothering me for very long..
should i or should i not take up the offer..?
i dun mind taking up the offer but i was thinking that maybe i can work in science industry for a year or so before i step into teaching line..
which mean is a defer of studies but then the interviewers say that they will want the student to go into NIE within one year to get the relevant training..
haiz.. i really dunno..
i dunno what i want in my life.. haiz..
the best option is that i can defer but they are not happy with that..
so what should i do now..?
haiz..
i think i was too rush for my application..
i never think of my future that in depth yet..
if i'm not going to take up the offer..
i think i will be blacklisted by MOE le..
coz it will be the 2nd time i reject them..
first time is for the Chinese language at Primary School level..
haiz.. how how..?
i wanted to get myself a job.. but now there is one..
but i still cannot decide whether to take it anot..
haiz..
life.. why do i need to make decisions..
i hate making decision when i have no idea what i want..
how.. what should i do..?