emo emo jiu hao...

i hate myself for being emotional.. i hate my mood swing.. although this was never shown in front of others.. but when i'm alone.. i know that's how i feel.. i guess i'm not tht good yet to be able to handle all those even when i'm alone.. i need to up my level.. but now.. i just don't feel happy at all.. and got the bu shuang, bu gao xin feeling.. anyway.. is not important.. is just me for being too sensitive.. too emotional.. too demanding.. too unreasonable.. and many many more.. alright.. time to bring all these to sleep.. absorb all those =x