CSW... so s|aN......

now in CSW.. damn sian.. i forget to bring the course book but then seriously speaking.. tis module is kind of sian lorz.. although it might be helpful in the future.. but then now i realli got no mood to study.. somemore need to take test n write essay for tis module.. haiz... so wuliao..

hmm... went to watch OVER THE HEDGE with dear dear on sat nite... we watch the 11.50pm de show... first time buy movie ticket using AXS de machine.. coz the queue very long then we go n try the machine lorz.. dun understand y tampines mall everytime got so mani ppl watching movie... the show is quite nice n funni la.. althought is onli 80min like tt.. but then enjoy the show even though i was kind of tired coz sat morning frm 8am to 5pm i was umpiring at SRC de nball carnival at padang.. the weather is so hot sia.. i kena sun burned n become veay tanned.. now like black ppl like tt.. haha.. going to peel skin soon le.. everytime stay under sun too long will sun burned then the skin will peel off de... ok la.. but then at least i can earn some money la..

on fri went bugis walk walk wif xiaohui n weiying.. nv join shuting they all for kbox coz i no money la.. then at bugis we walk ard then look for jean short la.. then i bought a fake adidias short which is very very short.. =x cannot try the short then she tell mi free size so i buy then i go home try like abit tight lorz.. but then aft washing is ok le la.. but then is realli kind of short la.. dun think will wear to sch but then i like that short lehz.. =x haha... then we also go parco there walk walk la.. coz got great singapore sale.. i wanna buy CLOTHES...!!! SALES.. i wanna buy... but i nv buy anithing else le la.. then i went to get my bracelet repair..

yesterdae went to eat ajisen wif dear.. haha.. eat my volcano ramen again.. =) heez.. is so nice.. starting wanna eat pasta de but then nv eat.. i oso wanna wat mos burger de.. next time then eat ba... aft eating we all go walk walk la.. i bought a adidas shirt for my umpiring la.. i bought another skirt coz i onli got 1 white skirt then tis skirt onli $29 then without short in it.. that mean i can wear fbt short inside no need wear skirt go everywhere.. actually wanted to buy the adidas short de lehz.. but then is $45 lehz.. then is high cut or should sae is cutting in de.. then dunno should i buy anot lehz.. i got fat leg... =( haha.. see how lorz.. got money then buy la.. i quite like that short... hehe... but then muz budget la.. haha.. alwayz spending so much money on food n short.. haha.. see how la.. mayb will buy...

i wAnNa bE oKiE witH yA... rEaLLi...

haiz.. tis few days alot of things happened.. dunno is i right or wrong.. i realli dunno wat to do le.. mayb is realli our communication problem ba.. everytime we tok we alwayz haf conflict.. i noe that conflict is alwayz haf de.. but mayb is i realli very stubborn ba.. i juz cant accept some of the stuff u sae... i alwayz cant tell u wat i m thinking but then i realli dunno wat i m thinking mahz.. coz alot of stuff flash thru' my mind.. i myself oso dunno wat is in my mind.. i think we realli need to tok.. serious talk ba.. sometime when u tok it seem ok wif u but then to mi is like knife stabbed into my heart.. realli will heartache.. but i noe u tok like tt i dun blame u ar.. i noe i take things very seriously.. i cant take thing too lightly.. to mi watever u sae is in my mind de lorz.. i cant take it as a small matter.. i will keep thinking de.. mayb i oso very sensitive ba.. but i feel like gers are like tt de ba.. can get very sensitive de lorz.. then sometime i feel that guys n gers thinking are different ba.. i realli hope we can go thru' tis together n realli be ok le... i dun wanna quarrel animore le...dui bu qi.. i realli will mental breakdown de.... i realli hope we can get back to the past.. like last time.. can tok peacefully everything is ok... smile n laugh everydae....

cHeErLeSs.. d|sPiRit...

now at sch lib.. jahan they all beside mi.. dunno watching wat clips la.. for entertainment la.. hmm.. todae morning wake up feel very cheerless.. wanna laugh along with frenz oso feel very diff... then my fren still ask mi how come i todae so quiet.. i dunno wat the real reason.. partly is bcoz yesterdae de talk that we haf la.. still in my mind.. no spirit like that.. the words u sae still in my mind.. doing some reflections the whole morning le.. but my heart juz cant feel happie now.. i noe that i gif u trouble n let u feel very empty n nt beeing loved.. i realli did something wrong ba... not respond or juz keep quiet n listen to wat u sae onli la.. but tis isnt that kind of gf u wan.. haiz.. dunno wt to sae le.. go lesson le.. blog somemore next time ba..

i dRiVe tOdAy.. FiNaLLy...

todae meet dear go watch Da Vinci Code.. the show quite long.. abt 2hr n 30 min.. sit until my butt numb... haha.. the show quite nice lorz.. ur ppl should go watch.. i wanna faster read finish my storybook.. hmm.. sometime realli wonder is da vinci code true anot... mayb there is realli such thing that happened before.. no1 noe wat.. all tis is claim wan lehz.. juz like god.. do u believe there is realli god n all tis.. n how on earth ppl noe abt god all tis.. can it be juz rumour or wat then ppl start to believe n pass down.. u nv noe... ok... enuff of that.. aft watching movie my father come fetch mi for dinner.. we went to central there for dinner.. is at CBD building there de la.. then aft dinner my father drive till a bus stop then change mi DRIVE.. haha... 1st time drive aft i pass my driving.. coz he sae at nite drive kind of dangerous so onli let mi drive on the expressway.. haha.. ok la.. it so shiok to drive again... =) heez.. but then i drive kind of fast.. i over speed limit but then i faster slow down.. i almost knock the car when trying to change lane.. my father kind of scare.. coz i wan driving very fast then keep going to the right when i wan to change lane to left.. i dunno y oso.. haha.. then come down frm the expressway was red light then we faster change place.. coz my father scare i dunno how to turn in coz very narrow then i oso dunno how to park.. so i onli drive in the expressway nia.. but dunno my father will still let mi drive anot.. haha.. anyway is fun driving.. hehe....

mEt rOnNiE tAn..!!

yesterdae went sch for onli 1 hr lesson.. starting is tot lesson but then when i enter the lecture threatre.. the person talking was nt miss stephanie chan.. instead.. it was an ang moh.. i starting tot i enter wrong place sia.. but then i look then see got some other ang moh sitting down but got see my classmate la.. then ask jahan then noe that they are from 1 cosmetic company.. then come n gif us some talk la.. so i go sch juz for that talk.. abit sian la.. hmm.. aft the talk went to ntu for my fyp.. learn quite alot la.. dunno how to explain oso la.. my fyp can sae is sian oso la.. but then is fun oso la.. but for next few month haf to keep doing expt to determine which way is the better way to get the final product that i wan.. talking to the prof i wanna die.. i think is realli generation gap ba.. then we all go off at 5.45 like that then he like nt very happie.. he wan us to stay till 7 plus that kind.. imagine i go off at 7 plus by the time i reach home cfm is 9 that kind le.. stupid professor.. ok.. nvm..
aft my fyp went back to east side.. meet shuting rina n josie at tampines mall.. we all went to eat ajisen ramen.. then we all chitchat there lorz.. wait for mavis senlin n ronnie to meet us.. senlin meet us at popular coz aft our ramen we all went to popular to buy Da Vinci Code de storybook.. haha.. get quite into Da Vinci Code.. dunno y oso.. kind of interested by it.. then mi josie buy that then rina bought Angel and Demon.. shuting nv buy coz she already haf le.. then aft that mavis come n meet us le.. then we all dunno wat time that idiot ronnie coming so we all went to mac to wait lorz.. sit down eat abit then wait lor.. then ronnie sae onli can come at 11 plus.. but then rina they all feel it very late le.. so at 10.30 like that.. we decided to go home le.. coz all like very tired.. then went i walking home that time ronnie call mi go out drink something then talk lorz.. so i walk frm my hse de lift all the way out to main road to meet that ronnie.. haha.. he look so diff le.. hair so short.. then spec is so diff.. haha.. but then can sense that he become more mature le la.. haha.. but then we still tok cock like last time la.. then at 12.30 like that he drive mi home lorz.. he so gd horz.. got license got car.. haiz.. mi is got license no car to drive.. haha.. father alwayz using his car where got time for mi to use.. hmm.. ok.. nvm.. juz hope that tml go dinner i can drive back la.. coz i realli wanna drive la.. =) heez.. if nt my license take le oso useless sia..

sAd...!!!

feel very sad.. juz a moment ago.. i'm ok.. but now.. my heart is aching.. it's hurting.. zhen de zhen de hao xin tong hao shang xin.. sometime is onli when u are mood swing then u will sae out wat is realli in ur mind de.. dun take mood swing as an excuse coz i feel that that is wat u feel alwayz but u nv tell mi.. but when i see it.. it realli hurts mi.. even if it is written when u r having mood swing.. is i nt gd enought ba.. coz i let u haf that kind of feeling.. mayb i realli nt as gd as wat u think i m ba.. i wun support u or i realli dun care abt u ba.. let u haf tis kind of feeling.. that mean i realli did something wrong or is bcoz i did nth... i'm sorrie.. haiz.. ke neng wo zhen de bu gou hao ba.. dui bu qi.. rang ni shi wang le..

yesterdae nv went for training.. coz nt feeling well.. morning that time still ok de.. is onli during prac that time start to feel stomach pain.. then went toilet.. then tot is juz normal tummy ache.. but then is nt.. is diarrohea.. went to toilet 4 times that dae.. went to see doc aft my prac.. then he onli gif mi diarrohea n stomach pain de medicine.. but nv tell mi wat wrong wif mi.. then aft that faster rush back to sch.. coz 3pm i got role play.. ya.. stupid jahan.. tell mi there is a clinic nearby to SP.. i walk for 35-40 min like tt to find a clinic.. wanna die le sia.. luckily i manage to get to see the doc.. if nt dun think yesterdae i can make it le.. still feeling slight pain now la.. but then is better le.. no more diarrohea liao.. hope tml will be better.. no more pain.. =) but now is heart pain.. haiz.. nvm.. very late le.. go slp liao.. dun think le.. everything leave it to tml then think ba.. nitez..

POSEIDON..!!!

went to watch Poseidon with xiaozhen on fridae nite.. a very nice show la.. but then oso very sad.. coz the whole cruise onli 6 persons survived.. the movie is that tis cruise name "Poseidon" was at North Atlantic. all the passenger was waiting to count down for a new year but then waiting for them ahead is a Rogue Wave; a monstrous wall of water over one hundred feet high.. The wave strikes with colossal force, pitching the ship heavily to port before rolling it completely upside down.. so the passengers were injured and mani were killed.. the captain order those in the ball room to stand in the ball room n wait for rescue to arrived.. but there is this grp of ppl who dun believe in the captain as they noe that they wun survived if they stay in the ball room as the ship will sink downward.. so they find their way thru' to the top where is the engine n turbine coz that is the onli way to get out of the cruise... thru' out the journey get ppl injured n died then got 1 sacrifice to save others.. then onli 6 ppl survived.. the wave is very scary la.. realli wonder is there such a wave anot.. but then look at the cruise remind mi of the SuperStar Virgo.. miss those LTC days... heez.. so funni n relax.. realli miss those days... i wanna go on holidae... heez...

nEw cOaCh.... mUscLe aChE....

todae went to NTU to meet the prof so that he can brief us abt our final yr project.. reach there at 4pm.. but then onli at 4.40 like that we manage to contact Prof Gong.. guess why.. coz in the lab.. there is no reception.. onli M1 got reception lorz.. then starting onli tot go there for briefing nia.. but then end up he wan us to start with our project straight away.. but then by the time he tell us all the stuff is already 5 plus 6 le lorz.. then decided to start our project next wed la.. hmm.. my project to is to bio-chip for dunno wat bio analysis la haf to do wat fabrication all this la.. oso nt very sure la.. onli noe that we haf to go NTU on wed n fri as tis is the onli 2 days that we end early then thurs got training... so can onli go on wed n fri lorz.. haiz.. that mean i got training on mon n thurs.. then wed n fri do fyp lorz.. that mean i cant go for poly 50 de training n if netball de long run or weight training on wed or fri.. i oso cant go.. i think fyp is more important although i already realli wanna commit more la.. but studies more impt ba..
ya.. our new coach-zhenzhen come to take our training on mon.. her training very xiong... run 6 round track as warm-up then do physical lorz.. cant realli tahan at first but then try to endure all the way.. keep telling myself i can do it lorz.. then finally manage to endure la.. but then abit pek chek wif the junior la.. tell them they dun understand lorz.. then zhenzhen very fierce la.. ask them to catch balls in centre third but then dunno y we keep telling them they juz cant do it lorz.. haiz.. dunno la.. then training ended wif games then got 3 team.. last team do 3 suicide run then winner team do 1 then 2nd team do 2 suicide runs.. my team won.. i run 1 suicide run.. still feeling muscle ache now lorz.. but then quite shiok la.. haha...

1 mOntH Le.. =)

todae is our 1 month.. =) heez.. went to his hse to meet him.. i gave him a towel n i bake a jar of cookie for him.. he bought mi a shirt.. heez.. aft slacking at his hse awhile we went to tampines mall to watch movie.. we watch Misson Impossible III.. haha.. the show very nice.. haha.. aft that we all watch to century sq.. he wanna go buy comic.. aft that we went back to TM... we went to eat Ajisen Ramen.. sorrie.. noe u got ulcer but then still let u eat my ramen.. sorrie sorrie... after that we walk to sunplaza park.. coz eat till too full le...slack slack there abit then walk to bus stop then he accompany mi home...
dear.. thanx for ur shirt.. hehe.. thanx for ur understanding n everything u did... noe sometime i realli make u angry la.. especially when come to decision making.. but realli xie xie ni de ti liang he bao rong.. heez.. =)

GARY CAO cOnCeRt..!!!

todae go sch onli for 2 hr of make-up lesson.. raining.. then haf to walk the long way to business block.. ok la.. yesterdae went for Gary Cao de concert.. not bad la.. haha.. first time listen to live concert lor.. then see his real person.. not bad looking.. then got his own style lorz.. nt very tall that kind la.. but then the photo is realli diff frm the real person lehz.. the photo look more gay.. =x haha.. ok la.. the songs nt bad la.. like the songs very much.. especially 'zhu guang wan cang' juz like that song lorz.. 'superwoman' & 'shi jie wei yi de ni' oso nt bad.. lyrics is meaningful.. haha.. aft that went to see netball training.. mari injured her knee.. haiz.. very sad lehz.. my dear mari.. u will get well soon de.. muz recover k.. still need u in the team.. =)
wed aft lesson meet shuting go IKEA.. went there to buy container la.. aft that went to bugis with shuting.. coz meeting weijian they all at 4 like tt.. they going to zam zam to eat prata.. before we go bugis village walk walk then bring shuting there to buy the voodoo doll.. then we all search ard for bikini la.. haha.. nt i wanna buy la.. i already got le.. is help ting to find.. end up she bought a billabong de bikini at one of the parco shop.. is those shop that sell surf broad stuff la.. then saw a billabong short.. very nice lehz.. but then i no money la.. somemore is abt $60++ lorz.. i budget liao... haha.. but then i saw the new billabong slipper la.. i like lehz.. brown base then orange wording.. will go back there buy de.. haha.. next wk or wat ba.. haha.. tis wk muz save le.. haha.. $20.. can la.. aniwae all my slipper like no friction le.. left the rippler de.. so buy another la.. haha.. dun care.. haha.. i like.. =) heez..

jAnE b|RtHdAy ceLebRatiOn...

todae my hse is kind of crowded la.. my grandparents at my hse.. my cousins they all oso come.. then some of my closer relatives oso come lorz.. they are busy preparing food for dinner..coz dinner we are having steamboat la.. i nv help them prepare la.. coz i myself oso cannot make it le.. back ache then cramp.. haiz.. wanna die le.. so fast eat medicine go slp.. wake up at 6 plus 7.. bath le then join them for dinner lorz.. nv eat much la.. coz sore throat.. nv eat chilli sotong n stingray.. haiz.. sad.. but muz control.. coz noe if i dun control i tml cfm sick liao.. got slight fever le.. hmm.. think is yesterdae de food ba..
yesterdae went to celebrate jane birthdae.. actually jane bdae is on 2nd may la.. we celebrate early lorz.. coz she will be celebrating wif her bf la.. so her sunday is ours.. =) hehe.. we went to eat at heeren de marche la.. then aft that went to TCC to eat muddy mud pie.. hmm.. alwayz heard abt mud pie frm my team mate.. then finally got chance to taste it le.. starting i tot is a pie lorz.. but it isn't lehz.. is like chocolate cappocino ice-cream wif oreo bits then wif hot fudge lorz.. is nice la.. haha... coz got choclate ice cream n chocolate fudge.. =) heez... aft that at 10 plus we all went to cineleisure there to play pool la.. coz all still dun wan go back so early then also haf to accompany jane to wait for her bf to come fetch her.. so end up we play pool play till 11 plus.. aft that all go off le.. but onli got mi meijie diana marianna bernice amy n joan came for the celebration la.. seem little ppl onli horz.. but sometime less ppl oso gd la.. scare later here tok then there sian muz entertain every1 is very difficult oso la.. so 8 of us including jane is enough le la.. ya.. jane de bdae present i think is nice la.. haha.. all our effort in it.. =) tis wan if u wanna see muz ask frm jane le.. haha... she so touched sia.. =x haha... k la.. kind of enjoy yesterdae la.. although i sometime like anti-social n rotting n stoning... haha... dunno y oso.. i seem tired... aniway.. tml got lesson le.. haiz.. still got holiday mood.. n final yr project coming.. still haf to ballot for project.. plz... let mi haf the project we want ba... *pray n pray.. help mi pray oso k.. haha...