LaZy... t|rEd... aChiNg...

actually got alot of thing to blog about but i juz very lazy to type so much in detail... hm... wed got inter-dept track n field 2006.. onli got 1 medal(bronze) for 4x100m... then overall CLS got the champion trophy...
thurs suppose to haf training but end up to training coz we tot will rain.. i went over to meijie hse to bake cookies at 2 plus 3.. aft that wanna meet dear to pass to him but he nv reply mi so juz go over to his hse to pass to his brother... then todae nv go do fyp at ntu... we going to do it on mon coz mon no lesson... ok.. nth much liao.. haha.. dunno wat to blog le... onli noe i still having muscles ache n is ache all over...

realli hope we can be like last time.. dun let the incident affect us negatively.. juz hope in the future it will be better... dun be like that day le... i will die... i will still wait.. wait till u sort out your thoughts ba... but plz dun leave mi alone by myself for too long... =(
i still love you that much hope u are too...

IDIOT YENWEI...!!!!! SO DAMN BLOODY USELESS..!

at home now.. suppose to do my report la.. but dunno i will be able to do anot.. todae took dr lim de quiz.. 7 short qn i think i onli do 2 or 3 qn onli.. then the 10 mcq dun realli noe how to do.. i quiz cfm fail de... fail then fail ba.. study oso will fail de lorz.. i study for tis quiz le but then todae when doing the quiz i juz cant concentrate on my paper... my mind is blank.. realli feel like leaving the lecture hall..

todae is a very terrible day for mi ba...i juz cant smile frm my heart la.. if u ask mi am i alright i wun bluff u.. i'm NOT OK... frm yesterdae nite til todae.. everything like change.. change totally.. i cant comment much.. I'M THE CAUSE FOR THAT... mayb is i very sensitive n petty ba and i realli haf heard it wrongly ba.. but i realli hope can go back to yesterdae.. i wun throw my temper le.. cfm will not.. but guess wat.. WAT HAPPEN HAVE ALREADY HAPPENED.. i cant do anithing to change it.. i can onli do thing to make things better.. but now i dunno wat i can do n i cant do anithing... i can juz wait n wait.. wait til thing is cool down ba.. wait til u realli sort ur thinkings n when u feel like talking to mi then talk to mi ba.. now i will juz wait.. i dunno i can tahan tis for very long anot.. 1 day like that already make mi wanna die le.. whole day i can feel my heart aching.. even when doing quiz my mind oso got tis thing present in my mind.. i will learn to be strong n stand on my own for the time being.. i let u haf ur own personal time ba... but i realli dun wan tis misunderstanding to change our relationship... we haf gone thru so mani ups n downs.. i realli treasure you n cherish all the moments we haf together.. i realli hope u feel that too.. talk to mi abt how u feel n wat is in ur mind can.. i realli hope i'm one of the cells in your mind.. at least like that i'll noe wat u feel n think le.. wo zhen de hao mei yong... the onli thing i do is bring u troubles.. i'm realli sorrie... u are not a mistake.. mayb knowing yenwei is a mistake ba.. i realli hope thing can get back to normal..

STUPID STUPID STUPID YENWEI... WHAT WRONG WITH U..? ONLY NOE HOW TO BRING TROUBLES N DO NOTHING TO HELP... U ARE A TROUBLE-MAKER...!!! YOU'RE A BLOODY IDIOT... SHIT U LA.. CAN U BE MORE MATURE STOP BEING SO CHILDISH N SENSITIVE CAN...?!

LET ME BE ALONE BA... ALONE N DIE... DIE ALONE N STOP CAUSING TROUBLES TO THE PEOPLE AROUND U...

SORRY EVERYONE WHO I CAUSE TROUBLE TO YESTERDAY.. I CAN ONLY SAY SORRY.. SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY...

almost 1 wk nv blog le... alot of thingy happen... got gold for NAPFA.. then got muscle ache all over... then got inter-dept de track n field training for tml de competition..
now at sch lib.. nv go eat lunch la... yesterdae got thing happen during the sport fiesta de captain ball.. lazy to type le.. no mood... next time when feel like saying then sae... i realli hope it wun affect us..

*yAwN... sO t|rEd...

now at sch lib... having break now.. juz finish mr lam de lecturer.. quite a few day nv blog liao so now blog abit abit lorz... yesterday went for the inter sch track n field training... next wk de wed is the competition liao.. running 4x100m & 4x400m relay with diana meijie n bernice.. haha.. we all slack slack de la.. yesterdae de training not alot of ppl come la.. we juz train on passing baton n run abit lorz.. then aft that still not very tired so go run 4 round on the track with peikun lorz.. nth to do lorz.. somemore tml got NAPFA... then muz train for my 2.4km de run ma.. so run lorz... somemore tml aft my napfa still got sport fiesta de captain ball match.. dunno can make it anot lorz... dunno aft napfa will be tired anot.. haha.. dunno la.. see how lorz.. juz hope tml my napfa can do will ba.. =) haiz.. now very tired.. i oso dunno why.. haha.. todae lesson till 1 onli.. aft that can go home rest le.. but then still got reports to do... haiz.. sian ar....

mY LuNaR biRtHdAy...!!

todae is my lunar birthdae.. no red egg or wat la.. but then nv expect that my grandmother rmb my birthdae.. she ask my cousin to pass mi red packet.. then my cousins they 4 gif mi birthday present... is $50 royal sporting house/stadium de voucher... realli quite surprise lorz.. coz she ask need to meet mi todae.. starting tot she wanna pass stuff to my mother but is not.. haha.. then i meet them at orchard lorz... then dunno wat to do i went to buy famous amos to treat myself la.. =x hehe..
yesterday went to cut my hair.. starting meet meijie is wanna go her hse bake cookies de.. but then end up we went to causeway point.. i went jean yip to cut my hair la.. but then cut liao oso nt much diff la.. nt much ppl can see the diff la.. but then my fringe is much shorter n hair is thinner la... but feel very diff la.. now fringe abit short is like so guai guai like that.. =x so not like mi la.. haha... but at least my hair cut le nv become worst can le.. =)
hmm.. tml going to ntu to umpire some carnival in the afternoon.. but then not sure is wat carnival la.. juz hope it can be slack or wat can le.. but then weather dun so hot can le...

jOhNsOn's biRtHdAy..! bUt hE nV cOmE sCh..

now at sch lib.. juz finish lesson not long ago.. now waiting for dear to finish his engineering maths quiz.. realli hope that he will do well for tis quiz coz he realli got put effort in studying lorz... hmm.. tml he still got another quiz.. so good luck to u dear... still thinking whether should i go cut hair later anot.. think realli very long liao.. haf been saying abt it but then nv go cut.. =x hehe... but then i realli dun like my left side de hair.. coz that time got super cut rebond then the person rebond till my hair spoilt le.. so now muz slowly slowly cut away.. so now thinking should i go cut later before i go home anot.. if dun cut todae dunno when will i haf the courage to go cut liao.. but then realli very scare if i go cut my hair later then the outcome is not gd.. i scare my hair will not be straight le coz i cut away the rebonded part le.. then i oso scare it start to curl then become very ugly n messy.. haiz.. wanna cut hair oso muz think so much.. why cant my hair juz be those soft soft wan.. then cut le wun curl or wat de.. haiz.. sian ar... hmm...
tml will be the SP Poly50 campus run..!! i nv run la.. i dunno is i dun wan to run or wat la.. ok.. nvm.. tml alot of ppl i noe will be involve in the poly50... is a very big event in SP.. is organise by sports club.. so tml my job is to go down there to gif ppl moral support la.. cls got sent teams.. then meijie diana n bernice running with dragonboat ppl n their team name is call "dragonball".. haha.. think ur should noe how tis name come by ba... the dragon is frm dragonboat then the ball is from netball.. so when combined together become dragonball.. but heard that the jersey like not very nice lehz... somemore it coz $29 lorz.. kind of expensive ba... so tml those who are running poly50 JIAYOU lorz..!!!
todae is JOHNSON SEE de 19th BIRTHDAY..!!! =) tis guy todae nv come sch.. sae he is not feeling well.. oso dunno is true anot.. later is dun wan come sch wanna go out with gerfren to celebrate then pon sch todae... aniwae.. i wish u here since todae nv see u then cant wish u personally le.. HAPPiE 19tH BIRTHDAY..!! all the best to ya studies.. love life.. n everything u do la.. n wish u grow taller as wat u wanted.. =x hehex.. muz eat more k.. getting skinnier n skinner... then dun wanna sae urself is shuai ge k.. haha.. later gers heard le oso run away.. haha... aniwae.. take care ya.. see ya ard in sch wor... aft tis sem we got no more gems then got no more same class liao.. haiz.. then u got ur polymer stuff then shuting got her food stuff then mi is IC stuff.. wanna haf combined lecture oso cannot.. sad sad... k la.. enough craps le.. dunno wat else to sae liao.. haha... stop here then...


the person i love the most in tis world is you..! Love ya lotx..

oUr 3Rd mOntH...!!!

now at sch lib.. dun wanna go home so early.. so decided to stay in sch do some report n rot ba.. =) finally our national league competition is finish... yesterdae is our last match.. we play against bedok renegades.. that club is my last time club la... they are not realli very strong but then we all still lost lorz.. is our own mistakes lorz.. for tis whole national league we all lost due to our our mistake n fitness la... yesterdae score was 14-29.. the 1st quarter we onli down by 2 but then during half time we all lost 7 goals then the goal difference drift further apart... haiz... i dunno la.. i oso got fault la.. alwayz rushing the pass into the goal circle but then sometime i realli feel that they are very free but is either my pass cant get in or they cant catch my pass.. haiz.. then i dun haf the fitness to last thru' out the 4 quarters la.. last quarter i play centre but i dun realli haf the stamina to last thru' out... haiz.. must train harder le... then mon de game oso... most angry thing is the umpirer... the umpirer realli very sucky lehz... is a test umpire lorz so our game is for her to take her test.. but her calls n stuff is realli very lousy lorz.. she is so soft then she very easily influence by the ppl behind her de... ppl shout contact then she blow contact... haiz... nvm la... then that game i oso show serious attitude.. somemore i not feeling very well.. then i nv realli tok that day... then everyone scare to tok to mi la.. coz even if u tok to mi i oso wun ans or i will juz nod my head n stuff onli... the game is vs rage... we oso lost that game la... forget wat score le but then that day realli no mood.. got "zi bi zheng".. haiz... nvm.. is over le..
todae is our 3rd month le horz.. =) yesterdae already pass dear the present that i wanna give him... i realli hope that it will be useful to u la although i noe it doesnt realli support much.. =( hmm.. alwayz must thank you for coming down to watch my match n support mi.. i realli very happie.. ur red bull also very gd... =) is realli the thought that count k.. dun alwayz think u very useless or wat lorz.. no need feel guilty de.. i treat u gd is frm my heart n i treat u gd is not wanting u to feel guilty de.. u are my boyfriend if i dun treat u gd then i treat who gd then... i onli hope we can haf more time together ma... i dun need u to buy thing for mi or wat.. i juz hope we can meet and spend more time together.. juz hope u pei mi more ma but is that that both of us is very busy with our own stuff.. haiz.. ok la.. but i realli very happie all this while.. xie xie ni...

t|rEd...

juz finish watching world cup... portugal vs england... england lost in the penatly kick... haha.. it doesnt mean anithing to mi la.. coz i juz watch lorz.. nv realli support ani team la..
todae got another match at kallang.. vs Aciers.. haiz.. lost 52-16... wat a game.. lousy game lousy score.... i dunno wat wrong wif our team.. when doing warm up all like dead ppl like that lorz... then on court oso like that.. i dun understand lorz.. does it mean that we win 1 game draw 1 game n lost 1 game that mean we no need to win the other game le ar... looking at us give ppl a feeling like we dun even haf the fighting spirit lorz... our own mistake lorz... then drop ball oso dun bother to pick up juz let it go.. then when lost the ball oso dun bother to defend... it realli very tiring shouting frm 1 side of the court to the other side lorz... then every1 like living in their own world... todae game as compare to those we palyed previously can said to be lousy ba... i dun mind winning or losing lorz.. but can we fight all the way n at least put in effort anot... if like that frm the start muz as well dun play.. juz let it be a walkover game then.. ok.. nvm.. juz hope that next game will be a better one even if we nv win.. so JIAYOU k... ok.. i very tired le... tml still haf to go chiong my report.. muz try to submit soon le.. drag very long le.. then thanx to my sis.. all my reports n stuff in the com is gone... i haf to redo again... haiz.. dunno la.. go slp le.. nite...