i miss you...

ok.. is time to blog blog n blog.. coz now is the emo period =( haiz.. i now in brisbane.. very sad.. ok la.. but then must thanks ppl who come n send mi off..

1. Jahankeer
2. Christina
3. Lina
4. Diana
5. Meijie
6. Chunpei
7. Joel
8. Yongzhen
9. Zhixiang

plus my family.. thank you everyone who have come and thanks you everyone who has sms mi also.. thanks.. i will take care de.. noe this time the duration is not 4 months onli.. if might be 10 months or more before i fly back to singapore.. haiz.. i realli miss my frenz.. esp that one.. haiz.. but i noe i must study hard.. although 10 months is realli very long but i noe i need to get thru' this.. haiz.. did cry at the airport just before i board coz that Miss TAN MEIJIE la.. give mi that face then make mi wanna cry lorz. haiz.. u all noe how much i wanna stay how much i realli wanna leave u ppl.. but i noe u all just support mi all the way ask mi jiayou ask mi dun give up.. but i realli miss u all.. i'm back alone here again.. no you no them.. just like 3-4 months ago.. memories here haf sweet n bad.. bad experience here oso but i noe i haf to carry on coz frm the day i chose to study here i noe i might end up alone walking.. thanks everyone for ur support..

thanks for supporting mi always.. u push mi to get my degree for the sake of my future.. u support mi always.. even till now.. i noe i cant let anyone get disappointed.. esp u who support mi since day 1.. but i noe.. relationship is never for mi anymore.. wat more important is studies.. friends and family.. u noe wat position u hold in my life.. it stays the same in the past in the presence and in the future.. the position in my heart.. it stays the same still.. but i noe.. it can onli stay there and cannot be surface coz i'm not the right one.. thank you so much.. coz u let mi got the strength to do everything.. when i wanna give up.. i think of u my frenz n those who support mi.. i noe i haf to carry on no matter how tough it can be.. who can i gumble to.. who can i de-stress to.. who can i emotional to..? i duno.. it never easy living here with u guys and it wun be easy.. who can i talk to..? to who..? haiz.. guess i getting super emotional now ba..