tHanks for the talk..

Now at work.. having super headache(duno wat is the cause) n was late for work todae coz yesterdae wanted to set alarm clock before I slp but dunno y I slpt before I could even set it.. yesterdae night went over to his place to visit his mum n to pass new year goodies… his mum still treat mi very good.. she even specially cook one of my favourite dish (ma you ji) for mi to eat.. n she cook a lot and ask mi to bring home to eat coz sae I in Australia cant eat le.. make mi so paiseh.. the feeling was so weird eating at his hse.. although I used to did that in the past but now things are different so the feeling is really kind of weird.. but the chicken was really very nice.. then while waiting for his mum coz she got work to do.. I play poker card wif yong jie.. actually I tot auntie wanna tok to mi coz she sae aft her work at 9.30 she will talk to mi so I wait lorz.. then at 9.30 like that his mum sae she need to go out.. later come back then talk to mi ask mi wait for him to come back oso.. it sound weird.. but I stay to wait for his mum but not him la but then he come back frm bball before his mum come back.. so the atmosphere was weird again..

We did greet each other with a hello n happie new year.. but just feel weird.. n the brother straight away go to his room to slp when he come back so left mi n him in the living room to talk.. ok.. but this time is really got talk ba.. he ask mi to say out my xin li hua.. ok lorz.. I just tell him whatever I feel since I haf been keeping inside mi for so long n really make mi feel kind of xin ku oso.. saying out wat is deep inside my heart make mi feel better oso.. dunno why sometime talk to u the tears just cant control just roll down like that.. sometime talk to u can talk rubbish with u n stuff.. but I noe our status now is onli fren.. u sae u always treat mi as a fren n hope I can treat u as fren too.. yes.. I treat u as a friend but a fren that I like but then the liking part can just stay one side first coz I’m leaving in a week time.. I choose to wait for u coz I really feel u r the right one but maybe I’m not the right one for u but I will still wait.. thanks for telling mi to sae out wat I feel coz keeping inside mi oso very xin ku coz I oso duno who can I tell all this thoughts n feeling too.. I noe going thru this stage of “friends" is kind of difficult n weird feeling.. but I noe if I really wanna wait.. everything should start all over from friends.. onli as friends we can stay in contact.. I noe I have changed a lot.. I oso dunno y such a big change to mi.. but there is something that cause mi to change for the better.. u n I noe wat is that.. but I choosing my studies now.. that is my first priority although u are always somewhere near there but I noe studies is more important than anything else.. as for u.. I noe u are choosing a path that make u feel relax.. I wun add any pressure or unwanted attention from u.. as long as now u are happie n fine i'm fine with it.. coz I believe.. the u that I wan is someone who cares n love mi from the bottom of ur heart.. I noe wat I wan in my life.. I’m looking forward to my future although this path I will be walking alone now but guess it will make mi stronger and better.. if walking alone now will bring a better person into my life in the future.. I rather I haf the hard time now by myself n enjoy the sweet time with the one in the future.. thanks for everything.. I felt better after yesterdae talk.. thanks for the talk.. u noe wat i'm choosing in my life.. studies and wait.. n i dun look weak or wat health not good or qiao cui la.. i'm ok.. u no need worry.. still so strong n so big size.. haha..

zhixiang thanks for the supper too although dunno wat is the cause that make mi so giddy and wanna vomit.. haha.. but is feel good to meet up with u 2.. n thanks for helping with mi my laptop.. paiseh to trouble u but thanks alot for willing to help mi.. xie xie ni =)


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