Tuesday, August 12, 2008

i cant feel it.
not the try.
coz nobody and even mi saw or feel that try.
i'm just a normal person.
i never can get you out just bcoz of mi.

did you ever initiate to go out?
did you ever initiate to accompany?
is always i ask
i required.
but everytime it failed.
you never once agree to come out just bcoz of mi.

maybe i just not of that much "strength"
i dun feel the coming forward even i took steps and steps forward.
but now.. i taking all the steps backward.
you didnt pull mi
coz from the start,
we all know
it was a mistake.
and i'm not that much important.

it takes two to clap.
one going forward but the other standing still.
there isn't any step forward so that wun be a try.
maybe is that i'm just not important.

if one didnt wanna choose to have possess of 2 things,
then is very obvious that,
the thing that one let go of is not that important after all.
dun tell me.
coz i cant feel that.

is her birthday,
you thought and make preparation and think of gift.
i ever help in that coz i didnt wanna step into a triangle.
and i want you to be happie too.

but is my birthday,
i guess you didnt think much, no surprise,
no special thoughts ba.
maybe i'm not that important after all.

is i think too highly of myself.
maybe i should have step in at all.
i should have stand outside just looking.
but is it luckily or it is bad news.
you affect mi but he affect mi more.
luckily i didnt step in too much.
is time to turn back.
and not to step into any of that anymore.

isolation.
emotion.
circumstances make mi the way i'm.
i'm a female.
there is a limit to my strength.
but never i'm strong in relationship.
so tis time,
i choose to end it the way it should have started at all.
or maybe should sae,
it didnt start at all.

but it ends all.
i believe tis wun affect you much,
or maybe there isnt any impact.
ur life will be still good n well.
it isn't important to you now.
so i guess i'm not important to you.

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