headache..

好好的一天,就这样毁了………
都是我的错，不管任何人的事。
没有心情做 thesis 了。

at this point of time.. u make my heart turn cold..
i'm already very tired le..
i'm already trying to do whatever i can le..
but at this point of time..
u make mi cry..
suddenly i tot that..
no.. is not worth crying at all..
i shouldnt be crying over this..
is waste of my time n effort..
u can do watever u like..
but at this point of time..
i dun wanna hear frm u..
i off my phone coz i dun wanna hear frm anyone..
i wanna be alone.. be antisocial now..
so leave me alone..
go do ur work n dun come n bother me..
coz i know if u piss me off another time..
any words whether i mean it or dun mean it..
they will all be out..

just go away..
suddenly.. i feel like leaving..

............

i'm so so tired.. super duper tired.. suddenly the red bull like no effect for me today.. drank a can but then still feel like slping.. haven't been slping alot lately.. there are days like i slpt at 6am wake up at 9am.. then slpt at 7am wake up at 1pm.. slpt at 4am wake up at 9 am.. haiz.. i'm dying.. wanted to do my thesis yesterday aft netball match (oh ya.. we won.. plus i bought some present home-given by jun).. drank red bull before my match.. then drank coffee at night.. but sitting in front of the com.. i can feel the strong strong gravity.. so i tahan till 4am.. then i decide to take 2 hr nap.. wake up at 6am.. i set 2 alarms for 6am n 1 alarm for 8 am.. but i dun rmb hearing any of them or rmb i off any of them.. haiz.. the next min i wake up is 9 plus 10 le.. got grp meeting at 11am.. luckily got miiee miiee to send me to uni.. thanks =)

thesis going to due soon soon.. on this coming wed..
then got a 5 pg report n presentation (total worth 2 credit unit) on fri (2 day aft thesis)
haiz.. how am i going to do all these..?
i'm just so so tired.. haiz...
i can only generate ideas at night n sometime late at night..
but i know is not good to do work over the night..
ao ye is not good for health..
but no choice ya..
my working n productive period is frm mayb 11pm to 5am..?
haha..
yesterday i tot i will die on court..
but luckily the team wasn't that strong as we thought..
the red bull does help but i know i wasn't with full concentration..
i was only awake by jun during the last quarter..
but thanks god.. she didnt injure also la..
later both of us injured.. i think next game we will be handicap liao..
haha..

Thesis submission : 5 days
5 pages Report + 15 min presentation : 7 days
Thesis presentation : 14 days
hoping that 12th June will be here soon.. and after 11am..
i will declare..... i'm jobless..
haha...

-=hang it there=-

haben blog for the past 1 week..
been a very busy week and it gonna be more busy and tired..
my thesis is due soon.. on 3rd June..
need to get my draft out asap.
plus i'm still running lab work now..
i'm so tired..

i guess i wun be blogging until my thesis submission ba..
unless i need to vent my anger if i have any..

didnt slp much yesterday night..
slpt at 7am in the morning.. and woke up at 8.15am..
1.5 hr slp the max... i'm just so tired..
suppose to be in uni doing lab.. but i'm just too tired that i slpt in front of the com..
haiz.. aft taking a bath.. got to chiong my work again..
just hang it there fore another 15 days..
but then got to do seminar and exam le..
sian sian sian..
but there is something for me to look forward to..
Melbourne and Tasmania =)
1 week in Melb and 1 week in Tas..
enjoying holiday..
but that is aft all the hard n tough time..
so now.. just jia you n jia you..
i believe it will be over soon..

-=hang it there=-
-=hang myself=-

just finish a netball match..
we lost the match.. 22-26..
sian..
i dun feel myself in the game..
totally feel lost or maybe is like not into the game..
lazy legs.. legs weren't moving as they should be..
read the play but then legs not fast enough..
need more training le.. haiz..
just so sian..
but nice works for the girls..
they played well..
if only i could get more rebound or have more turn-over..
then maybe we will win..
anyway..
is friday today.. not a day i look forward to..
in the sense that my supervisor is back.. i need to let him see some work..
but i didnt do any work..
is just so sian..

sneeze sneeze sneeze

been sneezing for the past 2 weeks..
dunno what is wrong..
but definitely isn't flu..
coz i think mine is more like sensitive nose..
start sneezing when it is dusty or when there is perfume smell.
but then once i start sneezing..
it will get worse..
and i mean really bad..
need plenty of tissue supply..
and make my nose damn painful la..
then now there is this swine flu thingy..
making ppl kind of afraid when u start sneezing..
i really hope i will get better..
i also dunno what trigger my sensitive nose to start sneezing..
but it have been 2 weeks le..
panadol cold doesn't really help..
wanted to go see doctor..
but need to make appointment to see doctor (aussie ppl is weird)
i called on last friday..
the earliest date they have is this coming friday..
which is like a week later.. (that's why i say aussie ppl know they'll get sick in advance)
so i didnt make any appointment..
hoping that i will get better soon..

thesis is due in less than a month time..
practically saying..
i'm left with 30 days.. (which is a month also)
but then.. is due on 3rd June..
got to write up..
then my lab work is still going on i guess..
coz i dun have much result to present i guess..
writing up on introduction n experimental first.
but i have no motivation for honours le..
dun ask me why..
i really dunno..
i just hope everything end early..
end fast..
i just need a long long break..
but after the long break..
i dunno wat to do also le..
ok.. i shall go n start writing up..
coz i'm super duper lack behind time..
buck up yenwei..!!
just 1.5 months more..
u are totally done with ur honours..
thesis, presentation, exam..
everything should be over in 1.5 months..
just hang it there for that longer..
and u are free..
yes..
i'm just waiting for that onli..
jia you le..