met him on sat for a treat from him as a return for the gift of watch i gave him. dinner at paragon, ramen. then went for a short coffee at the Coffee Club then decide to catch a movie. watched Journey 2 at Shaw. after movie was only 9 plus. sat for quite some time at Mac before we head to HomeTeam NS at Bukit Gombak for a bowling game so that i could fetch my brother at abt 12 plus from CCK aft his mj session. talked normally but with the feeling of so near yet so far feeling.. talked to him but felt the change in him that i think we drifted apart, somehow i don't know abt him that well anymore.. my mother still treat him well, which i also didnt know of it.. as for me, i disappoint everyone..

it was the 28-Jan-2012 that we met.. and that date suppose to be our "3rd year anniversary".. but getting a big knock onto my head, that suppose to be special date and day isn't existing anymore..

after each meet up, things are getting clearer and clearer.. guess it is more or less the time to come out that decision and action already. 不應該再執著⋯⋯ 或是抱著希望。希望和期待是帶來失望和絕望。最後，人就會自我封閉，不再有情感，也不對世間留戀。人啊，為甚麼七情六慾是那麼難以捉摸。