went for a facial @ $38 NETT at MENTSU at Tampines 1.. is a member promotion rate.. nice.. only did facial once last time to try at less than $60.. since got a SMS to mention abt this so i decide to go for it as it nice CNY and i always got so many blackheads as i dont wash my face often or should say i wash rarely with facial wash. normally is just clear water only.

starting sch on Tuesday.. hopefully it will keep me occupy and make me think less of those not 'so important' issue. also dont know if is call important anot but it just bothers me for weeks and months le.. not that i have yet to come to a conclusion and decision but it is so tough going to execute it. there are always attempts to stop me to executing it and make it dragging it on. i know i just need to be 狠心.. wanting to please everyone or most people but i'm not very happy.

sigh~~ should i just stay single for life and not be involve in any relationship since i cant seem to be able to handle them properly. i guess i'm just not suit to be in a relationship. not a good lover, not a caring and understanding girlfriend. damn... how long can this go on.. i'm going crazy soon.. can someone just save me from this.. who can i talk to or rather, who do i even feel comfortable talking about all these..