has some chat with another friend regarding r/s.. a lot of enlightenment although some were already told to me.. is just whether i want to take it and follow the approach anot.. sigh.. is difficult to type most of the content out but at the end of day i know i'm the one making the decision.

whether a not to give the other person a chance and just focus on a r/s with him and forget abt the past one.
whether a not i should get back together to the one that i know is the best for now..

in any case, i got to forget and let go of one of them. i cant have 2 as i never think of that too.. just that in any case, letting go of anyone is tough as situation doesn't allow.. one will always be in my mind and heart. the other one will always be around me too.. how..? i know is tough but i must make up my mind on one and that is it.. sometime i did even wonder, am i that good that a gal like me still got the chance of having 2 guys like and to be stuck in this situation. sigh.. is never a good thing since i'm a sentimental person.