dEpReSSiOn...!!!

rot at home todae.. haha.. slpt at 3+ yesterdae so todae slpt till 3+.. =x haha.. coz no1 at home la.. my aunt come out frm msia then my mother n my sis bring my cousins they all go out lorz.. i'm the onli 1 left at home.. so i juz slp lorz.. then intend to do my reports todae de.. but then i nv do.. =x heez.. i oso dunno wan.. juz wanna rot.. then i watch the dvd tt we borrow frm lib for our gems de.. then the show quite boring la.. wanna slp lorz.. =x actually still ok la.. starting dun realli understand la.. after tt still ok la.. nvm.. muz faster do all my reports.. data sheet.. n gems essay liao.. haiz.. sian ar.. still got interaction camp on the wkend.. then still got so mani quiz coming.. i going crazy liao.. haiz..
yesterdae went for cls food game.. hmm.. nt bad la.. but then quite tiring oso.. coz we all run n run lorz.. rushing for time.. then food oso eat a little onli.. then make mi so hungry.. =x nvm.. at least my team come in 2nd.. got $15 HMV voucher.. but then i change for $10 heeren voucher n the remaining $5 voucher sell to jas.. =) haha.. coz i seldom buy cd so hmv voucher to mi is useless.. tzehao came to meet us at esplanade.. but then he like kena pangseh la.. sorrie horz.. coz i going for my fren bdae celebration.. then weijian they all too tired le.. all go home aft tt.. then make tzehao more sian.. sorrie ya.. next time free then ask u out la k.. haha..
ok.. went to yong hua hse at tt coz meijie they all planned a surprise bdae party for him n his bro yong sheng.. coz they 2 are twin.. anyway.. i was late la.. coz i got food game ma.. so everything is plan by the others.. when i reach there i go bath le.. coz too tired n smelly liao.. haha.. then i eaten b4 i went there so i juz eat alittle bit la.. actually no appetite la.. oso dun realli noe y la.. then i juz sit there alone most of the time n listen to radio.. quite anti-social la.. =x haha.. then nv realli tok much to chunpei they all oso.. they i went to yong hua room to sign the card tt they intend to gif them de.. then inside tt room starting onli got mi n kenny.. then victor came in.. then they 2 start to tok rubbish n tease mi.. then victor as usual like to make fun of mi.. keep calling mi his 'gerfren' ya.. then kenny oso ask mi stupid qn.. then they 2 go n lock the door.. then meijie ask them to open the door both dun wan.. i oso cant go n open the door.. then juz sit there n listen to 2 of them crap.. then meijie went to off the light.. then inside our room is so dark.. then kenny ask mi stupid qn abt relationship.. actually i noe is ask for fun de.. but i dunno wat wrong wif mi.. tears juz roll down.. coz is dark so i juz cry lorz.. coz i nv tok ma.. then victor n kenny nv realise i was crying la.. then meijie on the light again.. then i hide my face under the pillow.. then they 2 realise i was crying.. then faster go out take tissue.. haha.. sorrie ppl.. i dunno wat wrong wif mi la.. DEPRESSION ya.. so juz wanna cry.. haha.. but dun wan let others see.. but i dunno y yesterdae juz cant control myself.. nvm.. i noe i scared meijie n chunpei.. they 2 keep asking mi wat wrong.. sorrie ppl.. i'm ok le.. dun wry.. i still smiling n laughing ya.. =) aniwae.. yesterdae was fun la.. haha.. taking pictures n stuff.. haha.. aft i cry out le i feel better la.. haha.. although my crying is in silence mood de.. onli got tears.. haha.. but aft tt realli feel better le.. thanx.. dun ask mi y i cry.. i juz dun feel like saying.. actually wat is the real reason i oso dunno.. is juz tt i think too much le.. the more i think.. the more depress i'm ba.. i very pessimistic de.. alwayz think the negative way de.. haha.. so juz bear wif mi alittle while ba.. sometime realli need to be my real self than the 'yenwei' who is alwayz crapping n laughing de.. haha...

sTaFF vS stUdEnTs gAmE..!!!

dunno wat happen to mi.. start sch already for 4 wks liao.. but then i still holiday mood.. haha.. everyday like slack slack go sch n enjoy nia.. =x haha.. haf been busy for tis wk la.. haha.. wkend went to town to gif flyers coz wanna promote SP la.. coz sp going to haf a open hse for sec sch students tis fri n sat.. so as council members.. we are doing all tis rubbish stuff... =x haha.. ok la.. get to noe more ppl during tis 'council gathering' oso la.. haha.. can sae is fun oso la.. =) went to watch harry potter on sun.. but then missed the in front part.. nvm.. hope tt can watch again la.. coz tt oth sae wanna find mi n ting go watch but.. haha.. we all dun haf common free time.. haha..
todae got staff vs students games.. haha.. long time nv realli play match liao le la.. haha.. somemore is play at 3+.. then abit hot la.. coz we all long long time nv play under sun liao.. so feel tired very easily lorz.. anyway.. we all win the staff although they all got males staff to help them play.. then we oso gif them advantage lorz.. 15 goals in advance.. tt mean at the start of the game.. the score is already 15-0.. to the staff.. but then we all still manage to win them by 5 after adding in the 15 goals tt they haf in advantage.. heez... =) gers.. we are great.. =p heez.. although starting we all very messy la.. but then i think no bad liao.. but then can better la.. everybody jiayou for ivp k.. jiayou jiayou jiayou.. =PpPp heez...
cannot slack liao le la.. still got 2 reports waiting for mi to do.. then muz submit by the wk after next wk.. but then i still slacking.. somemore next wkend is cls interaction camp.. then got less time for doing reports liao.. so.. yenwei.. dun slack liao.. come back to reality... u are not having holiday animore.. muz study hard le.. work hard for wat u dream n wan.. so jiayou.. kk.. let jiayou together ba.. =)

nO mOoD..

No mood to blog.. haf a lot of things bothering mi.. but i dun realli noe wat is it.. juz hope tt every1 leave mi alone now.. dun wanna think abt anything.. i tired le.. haiz..

a BILLABONG bag fOr $99.90..!! =x

bought a backpack todae.. so HAPPIE..!! heez.. actually todae aft dinner mother sae wanna go back OG to change the shirt that she bought for my sister.. coz got a hole la.. then mi n my bro went walk walk around lorz.. then we went to the billabong department.. then i saw a backpack.. is quite nice lorz.. cost $99.90.. which is gif them $100 they return u 10cents change.. haha.. starting i tell my bro.. then he sae so ex lorz.. then i oso thinking onli la.. then my father ask mi dun wanna buy thing ar.. then i sae nth.. then we went up 2nd level to find my mother they all.. then aft tt went to look for my bro polo tee la.. then aft tt my mother ask mi wanna buy OP things anot.. then i sae no need.. juz ask father sponsored mi $50 can le.. i wan buy bag.. haha.. then my father ask mi go take la.. haha.. so i realli bought tt BILLABONG bag worz.. haha.. is quite big la.. hmm.. brown brown grey grey in colour.. not bad la.. haha... haha.. aniwae.. wanna thanx my father la.. haha.. he too gd la.. starting i dun expect him to let mi buy de.. haha.. aniwae.. i bought it le.. so happie... =) heez..

1st wk of sCh.. sO siAn..

sch haf started for almost 1 wk liao.. but to mi is like tis wk dun realli haf lesson like tt.. monday went sch for practical briefing n some lecture intro onli.. then evening went to join mari they all to play some netball la.. then tues is a holidae.. went out with tzehao n feiyee.. we went to see some superstar filming thing la.. actually shuting n jasmine oso going de.. but then shuting last min went back msia wif sis.. then jasmine oso last min cannot go.. hmm.. then at mediacorp saw kahwoon.. frm sma de.. he n his cousins n frenz oso come see la.. then wed went sch at 8.. but then 8am de prac briefing was cancel lorz.. jahan didnt manage to msg almost half of the class.. n guess wat.. all those who nv received his msg is all starhub user.. then haf to wait till 8.30 for next prac briefing.. so some of us went to mac to haf breakfast la.. then went for prac briefing at 8.30.. but tt stupid lecturer onli reach at 9 like tt.. then he very tok cock de lehz.. his prac briefing realli damn sian lorz.. then keep telling things tt we all already noe.. aft tt prac briefing no more lesson liao coz 12-1 lecture is cancel.. so almost half of the class went to guild hse to bowl.. haha.. haf a nice time bowling wif them la.. haha.. saw mari there oso.. wif 3 of her classmates.. all of them is so funni.. haha.. aft bowling mi n mari went to safra to meet rhoda.. we went there to teach some kindergarden kids to play balls.. haha.. i still lucky.. i teach k2 kids.. then mari de is nusery.. somemore she dunno how to handle kids de.. haha.. by the time we finish with 2 sch.. she already very tired.. mentally tired.. =x haha.. but then mi n rhoda find it quite fun.. haha.. although some of them are very naughty.. but is quite fun to mix around wif these small kids.. haha.. aft tt we all go back sch for training...
rot whole day at home todae.. =( so sian.. wanna go out oso dunno can go where.. haiz.. sian ar... life sux... dunno wat happen to mi these few days.. not realli in gd mood lehz... although i can laugh around with the crowd.. but i not feeling happie.. i oso dunno wat is realli bothering mi.. haiz.. tml go sch again.. wat a stupid wk.. 3days gt sch 2 days no sch.. somemore is juz briefing for 1st wk.. sian ar... haiz.. when can i realli smile frm my heart.. i not feeling happie.. y..?? haiz...