dazed..

...The 18th day without dear dear by my side...
没有你在身边的第 18 天
分手的第 3 天


Dazed...

m i too naive n think that u will call mi.. haaz.. guess so ba.. 像白痴吧？ think u will call mi n tell mi everything but i think this wun happen ba.. so i haf to make conclusion myself.. but i dun wan.. i wan u to tell mi everything.. i wanna hear from u.. i dun wan make conclusion myself..? i think u realli change mi le.. i realli cannot believe i change so much.. if is last time de mi will confirm make conclusion myself.. haiz.. change le is good or bad.. haiz... study ba.. think so much oso no use.. if he care for u u will motivate u he will tell u he care for u he love u instead of not contacting u.. if he love u he will tell u.. if not.. he wun bother with u le.. if he love u he will ask u to wait.. wait for him to be fine.. give him some time n he will be fine soon.. haiz.. dunno la.. study ba.. yenwei u must study k.. must jiayou.. exam is in less than a month.. if he love u.. he will wait for u de.. he will give u surprise he will make u laugh n smile.. if he love u.. u will be able to see him soon.. if he dun love u.. there is nothing u can do about it.. so study ba.. think on the bright side.. maybe he will appear n tell u that he sort out his thought le.. appear n tell u "i'm sorry to hurt you, please forgive mi".. if he love u he will make effort to see u when u return.. if he love u, u can sense it.. if he dun love u le.. just let go ba.. let him realise that u r important to him.. let him find out that he is realli dun love u le or he is just confused with his own thoughts.. let time solve everything n prove everything ba.. give him time to think ba.. meanwhile u study hard k.. yenwei.. jiayou.. 坚持自己的信念，这世界没有得到了某些东西就会失去一些东西的。友情和爱情是能一起拥有的。不会因为得到了了解你的好朋友而失去你所爱的人。朋友是不能替代情人，就像情人不能替代朋友一样，是两件不同的事情。有一天，属于你的他会明白也会相信这一点的。朋友和情人是能共存的，是能都一起拥有的。

16 days to revision week. 25 days to 1st exam paper. 35 days to last exam paper.
38 days to bAcK tO SiNgApOrE ...
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